Wednesday, June 2, 2021

Void of Course Moon

Void of course moon
I have lost my muse
Feel nothing, no more
And severed from Source 
What was all this for?
Why then was I born?
Does He hear me call?
No wonder we fall
This dense pea soup fog
This distance from God
It's not real, I know
An illusion, faux
But suffer so well
Exist in my hell
Still right where I fell
Will I Live to Tell?
Suspended in time
Between these two signs
I quiet my mind
And ask the divine

Sunday, May 30, 2021

Pink Wings

Spiritual purpose
How do I do this?
Why am I down here?
Here's what I hold dear:
Animals, outdoors
Stargazing, seashores
Lyrics and music
Subtext and Kubrick
Invisible mistress
No one to witness
Alone in a vacuum 
Away in a dark room
Is this what I've come for?
Is there anything more?
Can anyone hear me?
Does anyone read these?
Gravity's tiring
I miss my pink wings
Resonating beings
Love and supporting
Inhabiting Colleen...
It's harder than it seems

Friday, May 28, 2021

Gifted You

Mystery, strategy
Scorpio, Amelie
Tapestry, trilogy
Basketweave, puzzle piece
Stills from a movie scene
Parts of much bigger things
Some to fall down perhaps
Crumble from God's bomb blast
How else dislodge the past?
Nothing is meant to last
Keys will materialize
Open your ears and eyes
New doorways form for us
In this debris and dust
Let go and Break on Through
Embrace what's gifted you

Tuesday, May 25, 2021

Snapshot of the Heavens

Where Aries is a backdraft
And Sag a firework
A Leo is a sacred heart flame burning in a hearth
Aquarius is Roswell
A Libra Northern Lights
A Gemina the Rio de Janeiro Jesus Christ
A Cap is Machu Picchu
A Taurus Taj Mahal
A Virgo is the one in China they call The Great Wall
A Pisces is The Nile
Cancer Niagra Falls
A Scorpio The Odyssey's bewitching siren calls
The wonders of the ancients
The chakras of the earth
A snapshot of the heavens at the moment of our birth

Hot Air Balloon

You admire how my mind works
And I like the way you move
How you action out the dreams and things and objectives you choose
My emotions are aquatic and receptive and they soothe
Yours all all projected outward and at home somewhat removed
You're a steady flame that's burning from the heart eternally 
I'm a mountainside, a Redwood, standing still maternally 
Just the way that fire is used to ignite a hot air balloon
We do compliment each other like our sun does with the moon

Sunday, May 23, 2021

Heaven Dragon

I lay in bed and close my eyes
And see you on the other side
The day transforms to dusk, then night
And you into a dragonfly
From there you continue to change
Your wings do morph and rearrange 
I do not think it odd or strange
It takes the breath right from my face
A mane of lion and four legs
With paws of tiger, neck of snake
A Yinglong Dragon you became
You bow your head and bring the rain
I'll never disbelieve again
I know now from where that you came
Inviting me to play this game
It makes me think I am the same
A Heaven Dragon pulling reins

Ever Always

Think in rhyme and symbols see
Speak and say it lyrically 
Feel in choreography 
Hear everything musically
One day you will join me
Chords in C and B and G
Our lives are a symphony
Ever always unfolding

Friday, May 21, 2021

Your Heart

I don't need spells; I am one
I don't use crystal balls
I can't be blocked or undone
I penetrate your walls
I don't make magic potions
Or wear intention oils
I evoke your emotions
I can't be stopped or foiled
I don't do drugs or drinking 
Drop acid or lick toads
I speak to you through singing
And ask you to walk this road
I read Akashic records
When my body goes to sleep
They tell me we are tethered
They say that we're in deep
Of this one thing I am guilty
I admit that from the start
When I saw you, I knew clearly 
I'm to open up your heart

Color Karma

Yellow daisies, beeswax, sun
Wind is freedom, flowing, fun
Clear like diamonds, teardrops, dew
Water's cleansing, crashing, new
Orange like sorbet, sunset, flames
Fire is rushing, passion, change
Blue like Tahoe, mood rings, moon
Earth is grounding, healing, room
Red like roses, rubies, love
Stars like angels up above
Green like clover, cacti, grass
Shooting comets, planets, crash
Purple, princess, royalty
River, rockpool, sand dune, sea
Color, karma, contracts, lives 
Ocean bottom, endless skies

Wednesday, May 19, 2021

Beautiful Specimen

Beautiful specimen
Hell with the rest of them
Will life bring you this way?
I want to feel your face
Sleep on my heart you could
Stroke your long locks I would
Heal all our wounds we are
Wishing upon a star
So attracted I am
Why are you not my man?
Live on my own I do
You are the same way too
But I want to touch you
Mind, body, spirit through
Lay here and see your eyes
Dream, drift, and fantasize
Can't let bygones be by
No matter how I try

Sunday, May 16, 2021

Return

To my angel I pray thee
Realign my energy
For us all the blackbird sings
But I am a human being
He consumes insatiably 
Everything I give freely
Not how it's supposed to be
Coequal and evenly
Like rainwater to the sea
Return all my love to me

Wednesday, May 12, 2021

This Cool

Like a ghost ship in the night
I can't prove it but I'm right
Phantom limb that used to be
Isn't there but haunting me
As Atlantis under sea
George Washington's cherry tree
Hidden Comcast cable fees
Things you really cannot see
Once were there but now they're not
Maybe are but won't get caught
I'm aware though, can't be fooled
In these ways and arts I'm schooled
These are lands and realms I've ruled
I'll teach you to be this cool

Friday, May 7, 2021

What I Start

Free will and sovereignty 
This should be all that I need
Focus not on outside things
But on what brings inner peace
Other women's boyfriends, no
That will never lead to growth
If he wanted me, he'd go
To me his love he would show
Reoccurring theme with me
Work so hard for mere pennies
Saturn will not grant reprieve 
I must do things differently 
Hard to change this energy
Of these dark things I believe
That to be is not enough
Sit down, go away, shut up
You're not worthy of my love
Chase it, buy it, push and shove
I don't want to live this way
I won't take this to my grave
Promised God I'd learn this time
Angels, soul mates, friends of mine
I'll do right by all my signs
To my soul I will be kind
I will look for my north star
Be it foggy, cold, and dark
I am guided by my heart
And will finish what I start

Monday, May 3, 2021

Meant to Be

Bubbles, box kites, pinwheel toys
Boardwalk, bikers, The Lost Boys 
Pirate booty, treasure trolls
Holy Grail and Dead Sea Scrolls
Rainbows, clover, leprechauns 
Sushi, sake, koi fish ponds
Bagpipes, Loch Ness, highland coo
Il Pleut Bergรจre, A Patch of Blue
Griffin, dragons, manticore
Warlocks, witches, sorcerers
Spirit, sparkle, vibrancy
Magic, mythic, meant to be

Saturday, May 1, 2021

1,4,3

1,4,3
Lighthouse keep
Lit for me
Swept away
Still today
You bring faith
Hit by storm
Lovers torn
So forlorn
Ocean death
Minot's Ledge 
Never wed
Back somehow
Cling to bow
Treading now
Drown again
Sink or swim
Up to him

Monday, April 26, 2021

Another Lesson

A friend if not a daughter
A tenant or a cottar
The moon in my 11th
A past life in the present 
I can't expect affection 
Nor guidance or protection 
No use seeking redemption 
There's solace in prevention 
True north is my direction
It's just another lesson

Sunday, April 25, 2021

Full Moon in Scorpio

Full Moon in Scorpio
Consider all you 'know'
If it's obstructing flow
This year you'll let it go
Still waters they run deep
It's all that's underneath 
Subconsciously you keep
Cycling through repeat
No more, there is no need
Recognize and release
Bring forth your own beliefs
And live authentically 

Friday, April 23, 2021

Picket Fence

A white picket fence
It is my defense 
Not unsightly, but
Achieves what it must
Encloses my castle
From darkness, from hassle 
My forest, my flowers
My self-healing powers
My snowslips, my snail shells
My fireflies, my fairytale 
My Scots pine and thistle 
My chimes, bells, and whistles 
The wood I have whittled 
My harp, cello, fiddle
The music I'm making 
My layer cake baking
My horses, my mares
My staircase of hair
My unicorn legend
3 lifetimes of lessons
My palace, my fortress 
Do you dare disturb this?
Come at me correctly 
Requited, respectfully 

Monday, April 19, 2021

Veil of Forgetfulness

Veil of forgetfulness 
Please help him remember this
Wake Aurora with a kiss
Activate a paradigm shift
To the north our eyes do lift
We begin to move towards it
From a void to utter bliss
Could this be my fulfillment?
Other half to explore with
Queen of Cups with the Hermit
This is my heart's deepest wish

Linden Tree

Linden Tree
You left me
Orphaning
Your offspring 
I must be
Disgusting?
One half beast
Still your seed
I don't see
Can't believe
Hercules 
Wounded me
I'm reeling
Endlessly 
But proceed
Steadily
By learning 
And teaching
My baby
Achilles 
We're healing

Sunday, April 18, 2021

Speaking Spells

I stand at a wishing well
Dreaming up and speaking spells
Sacred pool of water flows
Heart-shaped Persian ivy grows 
Cosmic egg is cracking now
Showing me just where and how
Light and stardust spilling down
Creeping fig upon the ground 
Magic music notes float up
Fill the air with love and luck 
Wind carries my symphony
Signals my soul family
Lover, lion, dragonfly
I become a butterfly

Aaliyah, Selena

Aaliyah, Selena
Beyonce, Aretha
Goddesses, visionaries
Musicians, luminaries 
Mariah, Fiona
Fortuna and Florence
Eternal, prolific
Mysterious, cryptic
Prithivi, Ashanti
Isolde, Stefani
Romantic, expressive
Compelling, progressive
Madonna, Natasha
Inanna and Gaga
Empowered, volcanic
Like Britney, like Janet
Alecia, Xtina
Sade and Shakira
Songstresses, dancers
Lionesses, panthers 
Creative, receptive 
Uplift the collective 
These women, these healers
Such beautiful creatures 
We love you, we thank you
And can do the same too