The Ship

The ship in the sky

Miles high, and miles wide

She goes so slow I agonize

My many, many, many lives

I cannot jump, I cannot dive

I cannot leap, I would not die

I cannot stop, I've tried and tried

I can't go back or change my mind

We're leaving everything behind

And now I know, I've realized

I'm not her island, crew, or tide

Not whence she came, nor other side

I cannot see my course with eyes

Because I am the ship is why

Fire Rider

Learn to surf

Not just my water

On your fire

Higher, hotter

Pulled in sideways

Dying, dire

With no will, I

Burn and die there

Stay the course

Inspired, skyward

Above the storm, I

Ride and fly there

The Truth

The pursuit of a dude for come-uppance

With a boot in her root for his sustenance

It is tempting to turn and say 'fuck this!'

But I'm sent with intent and instructed:

We relent only if there is justice

When confused, use the truth - it's that love wins

Not a Thing

Who asked you
To trade me
For glory?
Nobody
And not me
Certainly
How could I?
Why would I?
My God, I
Want to fly
Too

Cazimi

A cazimi

Can you see me?

I am love inside the sun

Soft and dreamy

Bright and beaming

I make heart and ego one

If you're breathing

I'm a feeling

When you're willing I will come

Life is fleeting

While I'm beating

Bring my blessing where there's none

The Witness

My city of trees

I'm born amongst these

(I landed here too, Lu)

The blackberry bush

Is right at my foot

I stood up and looked

And chose not to spit

Nor to pick from it

I am its witness

The Answer is Love

The answer is love

Will be, always was

We seek, but for what?

Lose sleep, can't keep up

No need, it's enough

Have peace, just because

The answer is love

Wear the Stars

Wear the stars when feeling plain

Make them waist and ankle chains

Melt the moon into your tea

Drink of peace and harmony

Dress the still of dusk with sleep

Lay where fae and humans meet

Love the dark into the day

Both are beautiful this way

Heaven and Earth

To shapeshift: take dirt

Mix stardust and turn -

To anything inbetween Heaven and Earth

Different Dimensions

What happens with men in

Different dimensions?

Oh my golly! Leo, Lolly

You and Colleen

Have a family

Next Dead Boyfriend

Next dead boyfriend

Ex homosapien

Best, in my opinion

Less distraction

Let's be infinite

A Platform

I'm glad you have a platform

I'm happy you can help

It's holy how you smile and make a thousand heartaches melt

I'm sad that you don't act warm

It's magic you have felt

We'll coincide a million lives on every asteroid belt

I'm mad you've had your back turned

I've had to see through Hell

But where to better learn to find the light inside myself?

I'm at the last and stacked one

I know now why I fell 

Like you, I too, must shine to show the way for someone else

Murdered Me

Feels like you murdered me

And our unborn baby

I stay by the bodies

Somehow mine still can breathe

Why? I don't want to be

I thought I was worthy

Come here, He says to me

And listen carefully -

Shame is a frequency

Look at it differently

See?

The Hydra

Head by head, the hydra's dead

Beastly body built of dread

Hostage in my own homestead

Not this life, I live instead

Broke all necks of snake and shoot

Slayed each mouth that spoke untruth

Pried my power from its hooves

Fire was mine to wield and use

Don't think I can't kill you too -

Die now parasitic noose

Play Ball

Clay dolls -

Play ball!

Form a field of dreams in matter

Pitcher, catcher, batter, outer

Is this where the kingdom's at, or

Do you doubt your depth of power?

First base, rat race

Second base, time waste

Third base, fall from grace

Fourth base, home 

Home is where the heart is, humans

You are not alone

Mothers and Others

Because I perceive

A lack of belief

Historically weaving through my family tree -

I presently wish

To atone for this

Right here in my place on our earth's time and space

Divinely inclined -

I'll share what I find

And bring all this beauty I see to the light

For light is inside

Always, all the time

Sometimes it just needs other lights to help shine

Within I

I pretend that the trains are the tides

That the cars are all waves crashing by

Just the same as the planes try to fly

Like the birds they've observed in our sky 

All these words from the worlds in my mind

All my lives along lines we call time -

On a wheel, and not real, would I lie?

It's a war, and one won within I

She Speaks

Gena's from Venus and that's how we met

We've been more places in space you can bet -

But we originate where they're well dressed

String bling bikinis or pink puffy vests

There's not a season to look a hot mess

We think Athena's the dream bachelorette

She speaks to freedom and music and sex

Not meant to stop, sorry we've got to jet -

We'll blow a kiss from our Barbie Corvette

It's from our hearts, and that's how love's said best

Special Antiseptic

Quill pen, feather duster -

What all can we do with wings?

Bring down dreams, clean up things

Clear out our conditioning

Healing doesn't have to sting

Sleeping Emperor

Oops, did I pin

My divinity

On him

Again?

(Lowercase h)

Was he only looking

At a sleeping emperor

No one else could see

And inadvertently 

Waking me?

On his way

Away

And were it not now

For all of those I lead

And everyone in need

Of me

I would go

Back to sleep

To grieve

God Calling

God calling, connect

Answer it, accept

Ignore or reject?

He'll just send a text

And then what - regret

Bad paths manifest

Excuse yourself, step

Inside for a sec

Bless

Solar Flare

Because the sun stays in the sky, it sent a solar flare

With golden eyes and pearly whites and charcoal colored hair

Composed of fire, gets so inspired - is often in the air

Does this burn and can it blind?

On a human, yes sometimes

As the moon, it makes me shine

So he sees at night and I'm -

Feeling strangely fine