Okay Angel

Eyes on wings, watching

My human dreams rotting, I'm
Seraphim stopping
All Satan's from blocking
Them

But in the process, it
Feels like I've lost something -

Me

We Wander

We wander from our fairy mound
He walks into a human town
It's down and down and down and down
And costs our wings and flower crowns
I watch him seek them round and round
In mortals, mirrors, and follow counts
But seems to deem me so unsound
When I say what is lost is found -
In an entirely different realm

Sleeping Fairy

Sleeping fairy, fading wings

Can't see her on anything

Color coming from her seams

Breathing out the blonde of spring

Lighting up the grass with green

Embracing the inbetween

Dream

Pagoda

      A
     Pa
    God
   A Has
God Inside

Water Bones

Wicker sticks and willow reed

Water bones for what I weave

Baskets that once carried me

Gather for my family

We won't wander far to eat 

Nor for purpose, pride, or peace

Like the firmament does keep

Fish from sky and deer from sea

'Til return to Mystery -

All we need is what we see

(Dis)belief

An empty seat across from me

A seeker there etherically
I only know, but never see

The fruits of physicality

It's making me batshit crazy

So say I disappear and be -

A fairy, fragrance, frequency

The zen within a wind and tree

I have no wants or unmet needs

My time's not set in days and weeks
And ask me what I miss the least?
Your mortal doubt and disbelief

Bedtime Tea

I'm wearing wind and sky lilies 

My lingerie, my pajamies
For when the sun sets in the sea 
It turns into my bedtime tea

On drifting wood with coral reef

I rock across this scarlet sweet

The chamomile and milk is me

We taste like orange and cranberry

Don't worry, when I fall asleep

I'm hiding gills behind my wings 

Chris Crossed

I am the sound, the sun, a road 
The one less traveled by - uknown
I am a song, a psalm, a poem
The ones I played, and sang, and spoke
I am the sea, a wave, her boat
I'm sand and ceremonial smoke
I'm solid like my love, a stone
I'm happy here, I'm finally home
There is one thing that isn't, though:
I'm not what's hanging from their rope
I did not sign a suicide note
Nope
XO

Damned

Dug a hole in the earth with my hands

And I screamed until I couldn't stand

In unrest, slept with Death

Am I damned?

You can hear, hold your ear 

To the land

Like Mike

It's raining light

Like Christ, like Mike

Like all the angels on His right

Like every thing I've dreamed in life

O'

What a night

The Sound of Stars

The sound of stars

Of ones gone dark

Like bleeding, breaking, falling shards

Of hopeless, faithless, human parts

From lack of love in stifled sparks

What do I glue? Where will we start?

The heart

Twice

It can not be helped
You will feel what I felt
And on cold winter nights
While you survey your life
I won't speak, I don't write
What I do? Feel it twice

Stay

There's something to say

For a man who will stay

His love is expressed

Inside of this way

Under the Anger

Under the anger, a festering wound
Under my bed like a monster it moves
Run like a fox from what ruins my mood
Done and I'm shot and for demons I'm food
Out of my mouth into malice - I'm cruel
Ooze from my nose into illness - achoo!
I could have solved this with solace, it's true
It didn't have to cause chaos and rue
I could have cried, if I'd tried I could choose...
Tears are a way to transcend and transmute

Neptune Nightly

To listen with me, on Neptune nightly 

Tune your intuition to 104.3

On oceans of angels and airwaves at sea

I dedicate skies full of starfish to thee

If not good with numbers, it's L-O-V-E

The middle, the center, the heart's where we meet

Merci!

The Ship

The ship in the sky

Miles high, and miles wide

She goes so slow I agonize

My many, many, many lives

I cannot jump, I cannot dive

I cannot leap, I would not die

I cannot stop, I've tried and tried

I can't go back or change my mind

We're leaving everything behind

And now I know, I've realized

I'm not her island, crew, or tide

Not whence she came, nor other side

I cannot see my course with eyes

Because I am the ship is why

Fire Rider

Learn to surf

Not just my water

On your fire

Higher, hotter

Pulled in sideways

Dying, dire

With no will, I

Burn and die there

Stay the course

Inspired, skyward

Above the storm, I

Ride and fly there

The Truth

The pursuit of a dude for come-uppance

With a boot in her root for his sustenance

It is tempting to turn and say 'fuck this!'

But I'm sent with intent and instructed:

We relent only if there is justice

When confused, use the truth - it's that love wins

Not a Thing

Who asked you
To trade me
For glory?
Nobody
And not me
Certainly
How could I?
Why would I?
My God, I
Want to fly
Too

Cazimi

A cazimi

Can you see me?

I am love inside the sun

Soft and dreamy

Bright and beaming

I make heart and ego one

If you're breathing

I'm a feeling

When you're willing, I will come

Life is fleeting

While I'm beating

Bring my blessing where there's none

The Witness

My city of trees

I'm born amongst these

(I landed here too, Lu)

The blackberry bush

Is right at my foot

I stood up and looked

And chose not to spit

Nor to pick from it

I am its witness

The Answer is Love

The answer is love

Will be, always was

We seek, but for what?

Lose sleep, can't keep up

No need, it's enough

Have peace, just because

The answer is love