Monday, November 30, 2020

Codependent Alien

Codependent alien
Here I am on Earth again
Crying on linoleum
What am I to do with him?
I do not have any friends
Disconnected from my kin
Living in oblivion
Writing words and clicking send
What must I learn to transcend?
On what does happiness depend?
I just want this pain to end

Saturday, November 28, 2020

Honey Dune

Honey bee
Honey dew
Honey moon 
Honey you
Set me free
Let me be
Who I am
Where I stand
Don't feel down
Wear your crown
See you soon
Like in Dune

Thursday, November 26, 2020

Anxious v. Avoidant

I am anxious, you're avoidant 
Neither of us want controlling 
But you cannot block emotion 
No it's not my magic potion
Was it you that cut my head off?
That does indicate a jerk off
I'm sure I was a bitch also
So now back and forth we waffle
Pushing, pulling, touching wounds
Cycling phases with the moon
Readjusting my tiara
We will try again tomorrow 

Divine Sign

Childlike Empress
Mario's Princess
Isis goddess
Feather headdress 
Celtic druid
Ancient ruin
Welsh enchantress 
Praying mantis
Soul ascension 
Pluto, power
Fool from Tower
Lunar lover
Run for cover
Soldier, warrior
Dark destroyer
Climbing, reaching
Learning, teaching

Wednesday, November 25, 2020

Dear God

Please allow me to connect 
From the darkness do protect
I will promise to accept
Repay and balance karmic debt
With what you've given me to deal
I am trying so hard to heal
But can you answer me this night...
Is it real or am I high?
Am I a deludinoid?
Looking out into the void
Is there an M. Night Shyamalan twist?
Or does this thing just not exist?
Help me, show me, open my eyes
To see if this is love or lies

Monday, November 16, 2020

Mom Trauma

Your Queen of Wands is upside down
Cloaking, hiding, fooling round
I surrender, I retire
You're not bringing what's required 
Feeling so 'Bitch, I'm Madonna'
Deal with all your damn mom trauma 
Giving it to our creator
Back to Earth on escalator
Cannot focus on what isn't 
Must be grateful and be present 
Like He-Man said, 'I have the power'
Besides, you won't escape The Tower

Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Only in Ethereal

Only in ethereal
Never the mundane
Not in the material
On another plane
Fairy door to crystal cave
Time turns in reverse
I receive the love I gave
Coda to this curse