Friday, June 25, 2021

Venus Trine Trent Reznor

Venus trine Trent Reznor
Gothic birth chart indicator
Buying Black Heart Retrospective
Hoping Yang would get elected
Rocking boots in hot conditions
Inverting your crucifixes
Hanging out in mall Hot Topics
Bumping Bauhaus, Love and Rockets
Velvet dresses, too tight corsets
Candles, potions, hexes, curses
Shaven eyebrows, Coty powder
Rocky Horror in midnight hour
Rent The Craft, Return to Oz
Cry to Robert Smith and Moz
Go to goth club, flail wildly
Lay in cemeteries idly 
Read Anne Rice and Mary Shelley
Wear more black than necessary
Piss off teachers, worry parents
Think you're Siouxsie's heir apparent 
No one loves you, life is cruel
You're strange and unusual

Thursday, June 24, 2021

Dragonfly, Butterfly, Bee

My lover's a dragonfly, butterfly, bee
When I walked outside just now, I saw all three
So flirty and floaty and flying so free
I wonder if that means that he's here with me
His wings are transparent and mine so pretty
Such similar soulmates of different species
If we can forgive the sharp sting of this bee
Learn all of our life lessons congruently 
Shed his exoskeleton and my silk strings
Evolve into beautiful, colorful beings
This butterfly perched behind his bamboo screen
This dragonfly staring at me in my dreams
Perhaps we are closer to it than it seems
Emerging from ether and reuniting 

The 12th

Back it up now, bigger picture
Higher power, Seven Sisters
If the 12th is our undoing
It makes sense then what I'm doing
Planets there become our prison
I've put myself in The System
In the belly, front and center
So I could afford my dinner
Push my buttons, test my morals
Find me resting on my laurels
Light and dark to every sign
It's Uranus here in mine
Rebel Rebel, Rage Against
Antipodal walk on fence
I'm to turn this planet round
Bring electricity down
Execute what's meant to be
Perfect conductivity

Wednesday, June 23, 2021

Baby Bug

Baby, bug your father
He pretends that he can't bother
We're both here playing with power
In this last eleventh hour
Show him our Moon/Pluto contacts
Remind him of all our contracts
Bring me there onto his lap
Rest his head upon back
Put his hand up to my heart
And our love into his art
Tell him that I am his home
That he needn't walk alone
That I too do want to roam
Help this man pick up his phone

What I Do

Here's what I do
I write about you
Because when I don't 
I cannot emote
If I give up hope
Don't daydream or dote
My fire goes out
I can't see a route
Cannot feel my heart
And thus make no art
A catch 22
Because I need you
I'm one righteous gal
One mean powerhouse 
But in this I suffer
I'm missing my other

Tuesday, June 22, 2021

On Ice

On ice
It's not nice
But I understand 
In rice
Tis my vice
Waiting for my man
Once twice
And now thrice
In a different land
What now
Indeed how
I'll just be who I am
Can't bow
Or kowtow
It's not I who ran
Hear clear
I am here
Syrinx to your Pan

Monday, June 21, 2021

My King

You have chased me through dimensions
I'm aware of your intentions
The sun's squaring my ascendant
Just as it does with your mission
He tells you to wed royalty
And your girl appears to be
She is crowned for her beauty
But my dear, respectfully 
It is me that is your queen
Dig deeper into your dreams
Where you first did send for me
I am here now answering
What is your next move, my king

Sunday, June 20, 2021


Thick thighs and thigh highs
High fives and stage dives
Fireballs and fist fights
Sharp curves and fast rides 
Hot nights and bug bites
Memories in lost kites
Love notes on Lite Brites
White knight with stage fright
Speak Easy, Sick Tight
We will be alright

Thursday, June 17, 2021

Wish and Worth

Where is the moon today
How can I get away
Unhook things from my being
That are not what they seem
Distract, deplete, and drain
Cause me to look away
And in this bondage stay
What if I visualize
Paint pictures in the sky
And make Simha his eyes
Bring down what Zeus put there
Undo his Touji hair
I'll walk him back to Earth
Into his wish and worth
Rise from my catacomb
I will be coming home

Sunday, June 13, 2021

Sarah's Song

Temporary distraction
Lead singer shenanigans
Egocentric musician
Latent alcoholism
Before you come at my friend
Deal with all your addictions
Speaking empty sentiments
Fearing all things intimate
Promises you did not keep
Back to shallow from the deep
You were not remotely hot
Now you are an afterthought
As you drink yourself to death
Know that Sarah did her best

Saturday, June 12, 2021

Light Up

God told me not to
Said he'd align you
I'm just to be cute
And do what I do
Empress, she attracts 
Emperor, he acts
Uranus, it reacts
Mars/Venus inact
Heart chakras light up
I am Queen of Cups
Step into North Node
Damn, what a long road

This War

Upper chakras
Reggae, rasta
Dance in rhythm 
Down, Beast System
Do me dirty
It won't hurt me
My soul is free 
I know, I see
Of God I'm from
With truth I come
In love I deal
With light I heal
My heart it feels 
This you can't steal
Red pill I took
Back I don't look
I strive, I reach
I learn, I teach
To sky, to sun
This war is won

Thursday, June 10, 2021

Love to Be

Pineapple and sugarcane
Technicolor summer rain
Tidal pools and lava caves
Steel guitar on breaking waves
Dragon fruit and lychee trees
Coconuts and coffee beans
Macadamia honey
Sober but I feel rummy
Tropic island healing me
This is where I love to be

Saturday, June 5, 2021

Celtic Tree Astrology

In ancient Celt astrology
I am a weeping willow tree
Like Brigid and Persephone 
From winter I am emerging 
My flowers they are remedies 
For bitterness and jealousy 
My wood into this world is weaved
In housing humans, fairies, bees
I'm beautiful, melancholy 
With bending limbs and lilting leaves
Well known for my intuity
I help you remember your dreams
Divining rods are made from me
My bark is used medicinally 
If removed from my roots I can
Regenerate and thrive on land
I'm flexible, resilient 
A lunar love for mortal men

Friday, June 4, 2021

Heartbroken Mermaid

Heartbroken mermaid
Greaser sans pomade  
Wandering Rite Aid
Oh well, it's okay
If I just believe that
Be good where I am at
Stop judging so harshly
'Cause my job's not artsy
He's not better than me
I'm wise to Let it Be
My essence is perfect
My time here is worth it
I'm where I can service
No big or small purpose 

Wednesday, June 2, 2021

Void of Course Moon

Void of course moon
I have lost my muse
Feel nothing, no more
And severed from Source 
What was all this for?
Why then was I born?
Does He hear me call?
No wonder we fall
This dense pea soup fog
This distance from God
It's not real, I know
An illusion, faux
But suffer so well
Exist in my hell
Still right where I fell
Will I Live to Tell?
Suspended in time
Between these two signs
I quiet my mind
And ask the divine