Wish and Worth

Where is the moon today

How can I get away

Unhook things from my being

That are not what they seem

Distract, deplete, and drain

Cause me to look away

And in this bondage stay

What if I visualize

Paint pictures in the sky

And make Simha his eyes

Bring down what Zeus put there

Undo his Touji hair

I'll walk him back to Earth

Into his wish and worth

Rise from my catacomb

I will be coming home

Sarah's Song

Temporary distraction

Lead singer shenanigans

Egocentric musician

Latent alcoholism

Before you come at my friend

Deal with all your addictions

Speaking empty sentiments

Fearing all things intimate

Promises you did not keep

Back to shallow from the deep

You were not remotely hot

Now you are an afterthought

As you drink yourself to death

Know that Sarah did her best

Light Up

God told me not to

Said he'd align you

I'm just to be cute

And do what I do

Empress, she attracts 

Emperor, he acts

Uranus, it reacts

Mars/Venus inact

Heart chakras light up

I am Queen of Cups

Step into North Node

Damn, what a long road

This War

Upper chakras

Reggae, rasta

Dance in rhythm 

Down, Beast System

Do me dirty

It won't hurt me

My soul is free 

I know, I see

Of God I'm from

With truth I come

In love I deal

With light I heal

My heart it feels 

This you can't steal

Red pill I took

Back I don't look

I strive, I reach

I learn, I teach

To sky, to sun

This war is won

Love to Be

Pineapple and sugarcane

Technicolor summer rain

Tidal pools and lava caves

Steel guitar on breaking waves

Dragon fruit and lychee trees

Coconuts and coffee beans

Macadamia honey

Sober but I feel rummy

Tropic island healing me

This is where I love to be

Celtic Tree Astrology

In ancient Celt astrology

I am a weeping willow tree

Like Brigid and Persephone 

From winter I am emerging 

My flowers they are remedies 

For bitterness and jealousy 

My wood into this world is weaved

In housing humans, fairies, bees

I'm beautiful, melancholy 

With bending limbs and lilting leaves

Well known for my intuity

I help you remember your dreams

Divining rods are made from me

My bark is used medicinally 

If removed from my roots I can

Regenerate and thrive on land

I'm flexible, resilient 

A lunar love for mortal men

Heartbroken Mermaid

Heartbroken mermaid

Greaser sans pomade  

Wandering Rite Aid

Oh well, it's okay

If I just believe that

Be good where I am at

Stop judging so harshly

'Cause my job's not artsy

He's not better than me

I'm wise to Let it Be

My essence is perfect

My time here is worth it

I'm where I can service

No big or small purpose 

Void of Course Moon

Void of course moon

I have lost my muse

Feel nothing, no more

And severed from Source 

What was all this for?

Why then was I born?

Does He hear me call?

No wonder we fall

This dense pea soup fog

This distance from God

It's not real, I know

An illusion, faux

But suffer so well

Exist in my hell

Still right where I fell

Will I Live to Tell?

Suspended in time

Between these two signs

I quiet my mind

And ask the divine

Pink Wings

Spiritual purpose

How do I do this?

Why am I down here?

Here's what I hold dear:

Animals, outdoors

Stargazing, seashores

Lyrics and music

Subtext and Kubrick

Invisible mistress

No one to witness

Alone in a vacuum 

Away in a dark room

Is this what I've come for?

Is there anything more?

Can anyone hear me?

Does anyone read these?

Gravity's tiring

I miss my pink wings

Resonating beings

Love and supporting

Inhabiting Colleen...

It's harder than it seems

Gifted You

Mystery, strategy

Scorpio, Amelie

Tapestry, trilogy

Basketweave, puzzle piece

Stills from a movie scene

Parts of much bigger things

Some to fall down perhaps

Crumble from God's bomb blast

How else dislodge the past?

Nothing is meant to last

Keys will materialize

Open your ears and eyes

New doorways form for us

In this debris and dust

Let go and Break on Through

Embrace what's gifted you

Snapshot of the Heavens

Where Aries is a backdraft

And Sag a firework

A Leo is a sacred heart flame burning in a hearth

Aquarius is Roswell

A Libra Northern Lights

A Gemina the Rio de Janeiro Jesus Christ

A Cap is Machu Picchu

A Taurus Taj Mahal

A Virgo is the one in China they call The Great Wall

A Pisces is The Nile

Cancer Niagra Falls

A Scorpio The Odyssey's bewitching siren calls

The wonders of the ancients

The chakras of the earth

A snapshot of the heavens at the moment of our birth

Hot Air Balloon

You admire how my mind works

And I like the way you move

How you action out the dreams and things and objectives you choose

My emotions are aquatic and receptive and they soothe

Yours all all projected outward and at home somewhat removed

You're a steady flame that's burning from the heart eternally 

I'm a mountainside, a Redwood, standing still maternally 

Just the way that fire is used to ignite a hot air balloon

We do compliment each other like our sun does with the moon

Heaven Dragon

I lay in bed and close my eyes

And see you on the other side

The day transforms to dusk, then night

And you into a dragonfly

From there you continue to change

Your wings do morph and rearrange 

I do not think it odd or strange

It takes the breath right from my face

A mane of lion and four legs

With paws of tiger, neck of snake

A Yinglong Dragon you became

You bow your head and bring the rain

I'll never disbelieve again

I know now from where that you came

Inviting me to play this game

It makes me think I am the same

A Heaven Dragon pulling reins

Ever Always

Think in rhyme and symbols see

Speak and say it lyrically 

Feel in choreography 

Hear everything musically

One day you will join me

Chords in C and B and G

Our lives are a symphony

Ever always unfolding

Your Heart

I don't need spells; I am one

I don't use crystal balls

I can't be blocked or undone

I penetrate your walls

I don't make magic potions

Or wear intention oils

I evoke your emotions

I can't be stopped or foiled

I don't do drugs or drinking 

Drop acid or lick toads

I speak to you through singing

And ask you to walk this road

I read Akashic records

When my body goes to sleep

They tell me we are tethered

They say that we're in deep

Of this one thing I am guilty

I admit that from the start

When I saw you, I knew clearly 

I'm to open up your heart

Color Karma

Yellow daisies, beeswax, sun

Wind is freedom, flowing, fun

Clear like diamonds, teardrops, dew

Water's cleansing, crashing, new

Orange like sorbet, sunset, flames

Fire is rushing, passion, change

Blue like Tahoe, mood rings, moon

Earth is grounding, healing, room

Red like roses, rubies, love

Stars like angels up above

Green like clover, cacti, grass

Shooting comets, planets, crash

Purple, princess, royalty

River, rockpool, sand dune, sea

Color, karma, contracts, lives 

Ocean bottom, endless skies

Beautiful Specimen

Beautiful specimen

Hell with the rest of them

Will life bring you this way?

I want to feel your face

Sleep on my heart you could

Stroke your long locks I would
Heal all our wounds we are

Wishing upon a star

So attracted I am

Why are you not my man?

Live on my own I do

You are the same way too

But I want to touch you

Mind, body, spirit through

Lay here and see your eyes

Dream, drift, and fantasize

Can't let bygones be by

No matter how I try

Return

To my angel I pray thee

Realign my energy

For us all the blackbird sings

But I am a human being

He consumes insatiably 

Everything I give freely

Not how it's supposed to be

Coequal and evenly

Like rainwater to the sea

Return all my love to me

This Cool

Like a ghost ship in the night

I can't prove it but I'm right

Phantom limb that used to be

Isn't there but haunting me

As Atlantis under sea

George Washington's cherry tree

Hidden Comcast cable fees

Things you really cannot see

Once were there but now they're not

Maybe are but won't get caught

I'm aware though, can't be fooled

In these ways and arts I'm schooled

These are lands and realms I've ruled

I'll teach you to be this cool

What I Start

Free will and sovereignty 

This should be all that I need

Focus not on outside things

But on what brings inner peace

Other women's boyfriends, no

That will never lead to growth

If he wanted me, he'd go

To me his love he would show

Reoccurring theme with me

Work so hard for mere pennies

Saturn will not grant reprieve 

I must do things differently 

Hard to change this energy

Of these dark things I believe

That to be is not enough

Sit down, go away, shut up

You're not worthy of my love

Chase it, buy it, push and shove

I don't want to live this way

I won't take this to my grave

Promised God I'd learn this time

Angels, soul mates, friends of mine

I'll do right by all my signs

To my soul I will be kind

I will look for my north star

Be it foggy, cold, and dark

I am guided by my heart

And will finish what I start

Meant to Be

Bubbles, box kites, pinwheel toys

Boardwalk, bikers, The Lost Boys 

Pirate booty, treasure trolls

Holy Grail and Dead Sea Scrolls

Rainbows, clover, leprechauns 

Sushi, sake, koi fish ponds

Bagpipes, Loch Ness, highland coo

Il Pleut Bergère, A Patch of Blue

Griffin, dragons, manticore

Warlocks, witches, sorcerers

Spirit, sparkle, vibrancy

Magic, mythic, meant to be

1,4,3

1,4,3

Lighthouse keep

Lit for me

Swept away

Still today

You bring faith

Hit by storm

Lovers torn

So forlorn

Ocean death

Minot's Ledge 

Never wed

Back somehow

Cling to bow

Treading now

Drown again

Sink or swim

Up to him