Void of Course Moon

Void of course moon

I have lost my muse

Feel nothing, no more

And severed from Source 

What was all this for?

Why then was I born?

Does He hear me call?

No wonder we fall

This dense pea soup fog

This distance from God

It's not real, I know

An illusion, faux

But suffer so well

Exist in my hell

Still right where I fell

Will I Live to Tell?

Suspended in time

Between these two signs

I quiet my mind

And ask the divine

Pink Wings

Spiritual purpose

How do I do this?

Why am I down here?

Here's what I hold dear:

Animals, outdoors

Stargazing, seashores

Lyrics and music

Subtext and Kubrick

Invisible mistress

No one to witness

Alone in a vacuum 

Away in a dark room

Is this what I've come for?

Is there anything more?

Can anyone hear me?

Does anyone read these?

Gravity's tiring

I miss my pink wings

Resonating beings

Love and supporting

Inhabiting Colleen...

It's harder than it seems

Gifted You

Mystery, strategy

Scorpio, Amelie

Tapestry, trilogy

Basketweave, puzzle piece

Stills from a movie scene

Parts of much bigger things

Some to fall down perhaps

Crumble from God's bomb blast

How else dislodge the past?

Nothing is meant to last

Keys will materialize

Open your ears and eyes

New doorways form for us

In this debris and dust

Let go and Break on Through

Embrace what's gifted you

Snapshot of the Heavens

Where Aries is a backdraft

And Sag a firework

A Leo is a sacred heart flame burning in a hearth

Aquarius is Roswell

A Libra Northern Lights

A Gemina the Rio de Janeiro Jesus Christ

A Cap is Machu Picchu

A Taurus Taj Mahal

A Virgo is the one in China they call The Great Wall

A Pisces is The Nile

Cancer Niagra Falls

A Scorpio The Odyssey's bewitching siren calls

The wonders of the ancients

The chakras of the earth

A snapshot of the heavens at the moment of our birth

Hot Air Balloon

You admire how my mind works

And I like the way you move

How you action out the dreams and things and objectives you choose

My emotions are aquatic and receptive and they soothe

Yours all all projected outward and at home somewhat removed

You're a steady flame that's burning from the heart eternally 

I'm a mountainside, a Redwood, standing still maternally 

Just the way that fire is used to ignite a hot air balloon

We do compliment each other like our sun does with the moon

Heaven Dragon

I lay in bed and close my eyes

And see you on the other side

The day transforms to dusk, then night

And you into a dragonfly

From there you continue to change

Your wings do morph and rearrange 

I do not think it odd or strange

It takes the breath right from my face

A mane of lion and four legs

With paws of tiger, neck of snake

A Yinglong Dragon you became

You bow your head and bring the rain

I'll never disbelieve again

I know now from where that you came

Inviting me to play this game

It makes me think I am the same

A Heaven Dragon pulling reins

Ever Always

Think in rhyme and symbols see

Speak and say it lyrically 

Feel in choreography 

Hear everything musically

One day you will join me

Chords in C and B and G

Our lives are a symphony

Ever always unfolding

Your Heart

I don't need spells; I am one

I don't use crystal balls

I can't be blocked or undone

I penetrate your walls

I don't make magic potions

Or wear intention oils

I evoke your emotions

I can't be stopped or foiled

I don't do drugs or drinking 

Drop acid or lick toads

I speak to you through singing

And ask you to walk this road

I read Akashic records

When my body goes to sleep

They tell me we are tethered

They say that we're in deep

Of this one thing I am guilty

I admit that from the start

When I saw you, I knew clearly 

I'm to open up your heart

Color Karma

Yellow daisies, beeswax, sun

Wind is freedom, flowing, fun

Clear like diamonds, teardrops, dew

Water's cleansing, crashing, new

Orange like sorbet, sunset, flames

Fire is rushing, passion, change

Blue like Tahoe, mood rings, moon

Earth is grounding, healing, room

Red like roses, rubies, love

Stars like angels up above

Green like clover, cacti, grass

Shooting comets, planets, crash

Purple, princess, royalty

River, rockpool, sand dune, sea

Color, karma, contracts, lives 

Ocean bottom, endless skies

Beautiful Specimen

Beautiful specimen

Hell with the rest of them

Will life bring you this way?

I want to feel your face

Sleep on my heart you could

Stroke your long locks I would
Heal all our wounds we are

Wishing upon a star

So attracted I am

Why are you not my man?

Live on my own I do

You are the same way too

But I want to touch you

Mind, body, spirit through

Lay here and see your eyes

Dream, drift, and fantasize

Can't let bygones be by

No matter how I try

Return

To my angel I pray thee

Realign my energy

For us all the blackbird sings

But I am a human being

He consumes insatiably 

Everything I give freely

Not how it's supposed to be

Coequal and evenly

Like rainwater to the sea

Return all my love to me

This Cool

Like a ghost ship in the night

I can't prove it but I'm right

Phantom limb that used to be

Isn't there but haunting me

As Atlantis under sea

George Washington's cherry tree

Hidden Comcast cable fees

Things you really cannot see

Once were there but now they're not

Maybe are but won't get caught

I'm aware though, can't be fooled

In these ways and arts I'm schooled

These are lands and realms I've ruled

I'll teach you to be this cool

What I Start

Free will and sovereignty 

This should be all that I need

Focus not on outside things

But on what brings inner peace

Other women's boyfriends, no

That will never lead to growth

If he wanted me, he'd go

To me his love he would show

Reoccurring theme with me

Work so hard for mere pennies

Saturn will not grant reprieve 

I must do things differently 

Hard to change this energy

Of these dark things I believe

That to be is not enough

Sit down, go away, shut up

You're not worthy of my love

Chase it, buy it, push and shove

I don't want to live this way

I won't take this to my grave

Promised God I'd learn this time

Angels, soul mates, friends of mine

I'll do right by all my signs

To my soul I will be kind

I will look for my north star

Be it foggy, cold, and dark

I am guided by my heart

And will finish what I start

Meant to Be

Bubbles, box kites, pinwheel toys

Boardwalk, bikers, The Lost Boys 

Pirate booty, treasure trolls

Holy Grail and Dead Sea Scrolls

Rainbows, clover, leprechauns 

Sushi, sake, koi fish ponds

Bagpipes, Loch Ness, highland coo

Il Pleut Bergère, A Patch of Blue

Griffin, dragons, manticore

Warlocks, witches, sorcerers

Spirit, sparkle, vibrancy

Magic, mythic, meant to be

1,4,3

1,4,3

Lighthouse keep

Lit for me

Swept away

Still today

You bring faith

Hit by storm

Lovers torn

So forlorn

Ocean death

Minot's Ledge 

Never wed

Back somehow

Cling to bow

Treading now

Drown again

Sink or swim

Up to him

Another Lesson

A friend if not a daughter

A tenant or a cottar

The moon in my 11th

A past life in the present 

I can't expect affection 

Nor guidance or protection 

No use seeking redemption 

There's solace in prevention 

True north is my direction

It's just another lesson

Full Moon in Scorpio

Full Moon in Scorpio

Consider all you 'know'

If it's obstructing flow

This year you'll let it go

Still waters they run deep

It's all that's underneath 

Subconsciously you keep

Cycling through repeat

No more, there is no need

Recognize and release

Bring forth your own beliefs

And live authentically 

Picket Fence

A white picket fence

It is my defense 

Not unsightly, but

Achieves what it must

Encloses my castle

From darkness, from hassle 

My forest, my flowers

My self-healing powers

My snowslips, my snail shells

My fireflies, my fairytale 

My Scots pine and thistle 

My chimes, bells, and whistles 

The wood I have whittled 

My harp, cello, fiddle

The music I'm making 

My layer cake baking

My horses, my mares

My staircase of hair

My unicorn legend

3 lifetimes of lessons

My palace, my fortress 

Do you dare disturb this?

Come at me correctly 

Requited, respectfully 

Veil of Forgetfulness

Veil of forgetfulness 

Please help him remember this

Wake Aurora with a kiss

Activate a paradigm shift

To the north our eyes do lift

We begin to move towards it

From a void to utter bliss

Could this be my fulfillment?

Other half to explore with

Queen of Cups with the Hermit

This is my heart's deepest wish

Linden Tree

Linden Tree

You left me

Orphaning

Your offspring 

I must be

Disgusting?

One half beast

Still your seed

I don't see

Can't believe

Hercules 

Wounded me

I'm reeling

Endlessly 

But proceed

Steadily

By learning 

And teaching

My baby

Achilles 

We're healing

Speaking Spells

I stand at a wishing well

Dreaming up and speaking spells

Sacred pool of water flows

Heart-shaped Persian ivy grows 

Cosmic egg is cracking now

Showing me just where and how

Light and stardust spilling down

Creeping fig upon the ground 

Magic music notes float up

Fill the air with love and luck 

Wind carries my symphony

Signals my soul family

Lover, lion, dragonfly

I become a butterfly

Aaliyah, Selena

Aaliyah, Selena

Beyonce, Aretha

Goddesses, visionaries

Musicians, luminaries 

Mariah, Fiona

Fortuna and Florence

Eternal, prolific

Mysterious, cryptic

Prithivi, Ashanti

Isolde, Stefani

Romantic, expressive

Compelling, progressive

Madonna, Natasha

Inanna and Gaga

Empowered, volcanic

Like Britney, like Janet

Alecia, Xtina

Sade and Shakira

Songstresses, dancers

Lionesses, panthers 

Creative, receptive 

Uplift the collective 

These women, these healers

Such beautiful creatures 

We love you, we thank you

And can do the same too