Clever Librarian

Like a good orphan, I dreamt of him
Of family, of roots, of kin
I'm one clever librarian
And he, my undead vampire friend
But he sleeps inside his own coffin
Beside the very queen of them
Will he someday awaken?
To see the sun and live again
On this, I do not depend
I rest in peace and I'm content
And no, I will not join them

La Luna in Virgo

La Luna in Virgo

The most psychic moon around

Where your mind wanders, mine follows

Now we're at the Lost and Found 

Standing, waiting, longing, staring

We have been here times before

In the evenings when we're drifting 

Through all realms and portal doors

You have fire at your fingers

I have ivy on my arms

We have water in between us

Angels keeping us from harm

Moving, rising from our south nodes

Spreading wings and taking flight

Speaking frequencies and light codes

I will meet you there tonight

Energy to Assholes

Energy to assholes and

Attention to abuse

I am oh so slowly learning
That there isn't any use

They're unwilling or unable
It is all the same to me
I just make myself unstable
And I sacrifice my peace
Many times do I regress on

My attempts to walk my talk
To give up and to abandon
All these energetic blocks
I wish that I wouldn't bother
Ruminating on it still
That from all these things I'd detox
Like with alcohol or pills

Up and out and over

I will do the best I can

Be my own lucky green clover

Heal from these wounds by man

Which House

Snakes in the midst 

Sharks with the fish

Demons that cover and

All that's hidden

Targeted thoughts

Souls that are bought

Power, controlling 

For years we have fought

Can't find a friend

Nor seem to win

Backstabbing, vicious 

Malicious intent 

Where do I turn

How to discern

He who's sincere vs.

She that will burn

Where are they from

Which house, how come

Who can I trust and

From whom should I run

Will I survive

Make it, get by

Will they propell me

Or cost me my life

Chaos and Cosmos

Your life and your art

Don't keep them apart

It's chaos and cosmos

Like Sharon with Osbourne 

The vast void and chasm 

Hide behind sarcasm

It's mai ka po mai

Moved into the light

Star apples, hibiscus 

And dandelion wishes

Feel fenced in, feel caged

Like fire contained

I want to release this

Move forward, complete it

Go out there, explore

Achievement, reward

Hawaiian, Egyptian 

Calypso and Grecian 

Employed by myself 

Or with someone else

We travel, we sing

Experience things

We write and we dance

See London, see France 

We save little children

Help animals, women

Do good stuff, be better

Make music together 

I see this, I dream it

I just have to be it

Be a Better Virgo

I asked Archangel Michael

To help me with my Sun

To be a better Virgo

And not a sickly one

Mutable and beautiful 

A maiden in the sun

Dedicated, dutiful

She marries work with fun

Autumn harvest, plentiful 

Wheat and germ and grain

Fruits and flowers, vegetables 

She benefits from rain

Rock steady, foundational 

Solid, stable, there

Powerful, vibrational

With flowers in her hair

Virgo's Prison

Specifism 

Virgo's prison

Mental schism 

Rules, conditions

Free me from this zodiac sign

Let me graduate this time

I'm so tired, I'm exhausted 

Down, depleted, and disgusted

Using moon in Scorpio

Digging, diving with backhoe 

When can I be my Sag rising?

Love and freedom, fun, excitement 

Please just pause my frantic mind

Stop my moon from trying to find

I just want to live, to be

Of the essence that is me

Dumbass Doofus Jackass Jerk

Come around to cut me down

Turn my smile into a frown

You're in direct opposition

To my purpose and my mission

Dumbass doofus jackass jerk

You do not determine worth

Limiting beliefs and thinking

Medication, drugs, and drinking

Can't see beyond your own nose

It's like stepping on Legos

Hurtful and annoying too

I am so damn done with you

Remove the veil from your third eye

Then give life another try

Willow Fish

Willow fish

Pisces chick

Pretty lady

She's your baby?

Can't be jealous

Won't compete

We're all lovely

And unique

Different bodies

Styles of dress

Lengths of hair

Languages

Goddess girlies

Feminines

Aphrodites

Heaven-sent

Duality

Flamingo in a toxic lake

Buffy with her vampire stake

Lotus flower in the mud

Majestic chicky with some pud

We learn from environment 

It is a requirement 

Bloom despite the circumstance

If you are given the chance

Know you have a fire inside

There to fuel you on this ride

Of and with and do for Source

For better and for worse, of course

In sickness and also health

When poorer and when in wealth

If you're free, you're lucky, son

Not the case with everyone

Duality exists on Earth

Pick a side and do your work

Stand for those who cannot speak

Children, animals, and weak

Kidnapped, trafficked, ravaged, raped

Ritualized for money's sake

Use your voice, your time, your life

For what matters and what's right

Beautiful Gift

Beautiful gift

Emotional bliss

I recognize this

And rise like phoenix 

Authentic to self

Respect for my health 

Express what I know

Continuous growth

Cut out all BS

No buddha, no sess

Clear chakras, clean brain

I'm sober, I'm sane

Show up and do work

Experience hurt

Transform it, transmute

Reset and reboot

My journey, no choice

Accept it, rejoice

Delicate Dance

You came to take me off my path

I see it Through the Looking Glass

I realized when I woke up

Your mission is to shut me up

You can't or won't come at it right

So vampire and extinguish light

Despite your Satanic investment 

I'm with God and I'm protected

I came here to complete my chart

To channel truth and light through art

To lead and heal with my own heart

To balance is the difficult part

I've learned from all these quandaries

Be vulnerable with boundaries 

Princess of Swords with light and love

Delicate dance to rise above

All Our Friends

Look at all our friends

So many of them

Each and every limb

Sparrows, swallows, wrens

How lucky are we?

That from my loveseat

Our eyes get to see

Feathers, wings, and beaks

That with our own ears

Sonation do we hear

Chirping, calling, song

All afternoon long

When moon relieves the sun

The owls and nightjars come

Eyes for us in the eve

En garde while we're asleep

Return us in the morn

Renewed, refreshed, reborn

To start another day

With blackbirds, robins, jays

Balance

Who wants puking migraines?

Not this girl right here

I do not need head pains

Fuck worrying and fear

Spend half your allowance 

Alkalines vs. Ethers

Ponyboy and Valance

The Socs vs. Greasers

All work and no playing

We know where that goes

So combine your business 

With Money, Cash, Hoes

Play OK Computer

Then Pablo Honey

One is kind of hipster

The other grungey

I know all about this

I'm Libra heavy

A Question of Balance

Seems to be the key

The Sun

Angels axed out all the strife

So that I could see the light

Their opinions fell away

I know who I am today

All the bad, it disappeared 

Now I'm in the free and clear 

Constellations clicked in place

For my destiny, I'm braced 

Planets transit beautifully

I am ready to receive 

Put a fork in me, I'm done

Long Long Long, Here Comes the Sun

Intelligent Design

I require fire to melt

Burn it down to what's heartfelt 

I depend on wind to bend

Reinvent, repair, and mend

I would like water to flow

Shift and change and learn and grow

I engage the earth to ground

Tune to its specific sound

Use each element to feel

Layers like an onion peel

What is under, what's beneath

What's to come and what will be

Distance equals speed times time

3 dimensions, you will find

Play, fast forward, pause, rewind 

In Intelligent Design

Something New

I'm grateful for everyone 

Everyone that I learn from

Teachers, speakers, professors

Manicurists, hairdressers 

Music, art, and literature 

Athletes, waiters, ministers

Acquaintances and YouTubers

Strangers, friends, and coworkers 

Everything that's ever said

It's there somewhere in my head

Different styles, points of view

Unique things we've all been through

What works for me might not for you

As long as I learn something new

Divine Feminine

Was listening to a tarot reading 

Don't mix romancing with healing

You hate Divine Feminine 

So you make me pay for it

Your mom ridiculed and hit

Now I put up with your shit

Look for Red Flags and Long Nights

I no longer accept this plight 

Do the work and heal yourself 

Focus on your spirit's health

Fill your own cup, first of all

I do so and I stand tall

Don't take out your pain on others

Forgive and forget your mother

It's what you came here to accomplish 

All will benefit, I promise 

Sleeping with Serpentine

Moon geisha and Crying Game

Kama Sutra, Lion King

I'm sleeping with Serpentine 

Hoping for awakening 

Kundalini unfolding

Uncoiling and uprising

Hippocratic Oath I take

Do no harm and don't be fake

Energetic surgery

Darkness do get behind me

Arms open, Wide to Receive

My sweet land of liberty

Apache Tear

I lay outside holding an Apache Tear

The message it speaks to me is loud and clear

As long as you're breathing your God wants you here

So don't wish yourself off the planet, my dear

Sometimes there are misleading voices you hear

Just promise you will not give into the fear

Even when gov puts you in purple tiers 

Keep seeking the truth and providing good cheer

Relax

Frankie tells us to Relax

George informs All Things Must Pass

Why am I always a spaz?

The Wheel of Fortune card says so

It clearly spells let God, let go

We should all go with the flow

It's not good when you resist

Ends with suffering and shit

I just wish for clarity

A little help to know and see

But it is not coming to me

It must be controlled up above

Push will someday come to shove

Surrender now to light and love

High Priest

Why are you so mean to me?

All up in my energy

Always pulling my heartstrings 

I pray to receive healing

To relinquish and release 

I do deserve a High Priest

Abundance, love, and spirit feast

Why do I accept the least?

Only ever wanted peace

Desist, disconnect, and cease

Erase my Hancock from this lease