Bugs and Butterflies

Wishing Pluto would take hold

Wondering how it will unfold

Trying hard to figure this

How to actualize my wish

Must let go of energy

Of things that do not serve me

Then I can focus my time

On love and peace and what's divine

Study birds and pretty things

All of what makes my heart sing

Play with bugs and butterflies 

Try on different things for size

Each day will get better still

If I honor how I feel

Hello Angels

Hello Angels

Good morning

Bring me laughter 

Help me sing

Loosen ribbons on my wrists

Free my hands from little fists

Open up my eyes to see

Gifts and opportunity 

Give me courage to take steps

Release grudges I have kept

Give to self and others here

Live in love and not in fear

Me with You

Learn from night

Reflect in day

Bend the earth 

Come out and play

Study insects

Dinosaurs 

Feline kingdom

Hear me roar

Bottle ocean

Let it go

Run with river

Go with flow

Winter tipi

Shelter me

Color TV

Chicks for free

Marry ages

Old and new

Oil and water

Me with you

Turtle Totem

Turtle Totem

Wise old soul

Shell on back

In his own home

Green in color

Heart chakra

Earth and water

Backpacker

Moving slowly

Steady pace

Always learning 

Wins the race

Psychic Psycho

Sometimes I'm fine

But then I'm an ass

I'm nice and I'm kind

Next yelling at cats

I don't think it's mine 

But an outside source

You know, not divine

Now I feel remorse

I have to protect 

My vessel and aura 

Go out and connect

With fauna and flora 

It's good and it's bad

Being psychic psycho

Ultimately rad

If I share what I know

In Lieu

It's who I am assigned to

Designed for me to see through

Help them know what is true

Do what they were meant to

Reject "do as I say, not I do"

Stage their own little coup

May seem so out of the blue

No love, I do it in lieu

Try walking in my shoes

Ascending Babe

I picture me at six years old

Retrieving pieces of my soul

Excuse me, pardon, taking back

No can do, can't go for that

Like a game of Connect Four

Undo fragmenting and war

Glowing discs clicking in place

Resume rescuing human race

Pigtails, bangs, and princess dress

Grow up to be a goddess

Touch you with my magic wand

Heal you with my spirit song

Kiss you with my mystic lips 

Birth our love child with my hips

Leave you in a better state

I am an ascending babe

Chiron Tree

Wounded baby bird

At the base of his tree

Fell down from his nest

Suffered broken wings 

He may have been pushed

Knows not how or why

But now lacking roots

And unable to fly

He heals over time

One half of his life

At which point he's able

To unfold and rise

Scarred slightly, sideways

Off-kilter in flight

A signal for others

In need of his light

His pain did not kill him

It's merely a gift

A gateway for healing

And new perspective 

Though hope often left him

And he did despair

God was there beside him

Always, everywhere

7 Holidays

7 holidays

Birthdays, Christmas

7 long months

Karmic lessons

Think you can be mean?

I'm Princess Colleen 

I'll block your ass too

Escape this voodoo

I'll cut our red cord

"You'll wish you weren't born"

Like Mom said to me

Well too bad bitch, please 

I came to this Earth

Had several rebirths

I will keep imparting

I'll never stop trying

My job is to heal

And to keep it real

He who's not receptive 

Fuck off from my paycheck

Earth Angels

My earth angels, I love thee

Though I'm lost and I can't see

You are always there for me

Curl up on my heart and purr

Comfort me with your soft fur

Heal with essence, not by words

In absence of relationships

You provide companionship 

When I think I can't go on

You remind me to be strong

Be what God wants us to be

And love unconditionally

Hidden Markov Model

Learn about X by observing Y

What I say to you is expressed through my eyes

My aim is true and my mission is clear 

However the catalyst is you, my dear

I go back and forth, in my power and out

I can do this myself, I can bring it about

But then I think no, I need him to create 

I sit in my garden and I contemplate 

If I am the soil and you are the sun

Then we need each other to get anything done

How else grow a flower? How else open up?

Why does there in tarot exist 2 of Cups?

Again, I don't know and ask angels to see

And if it's required, that they bring you to me

Her Majesty's Ship

Her Majesty's Ship

I was born on it

It is my birthright 

To this I hold tight

Of the British Isles 

Castle of Carlisle 

I sailed high seas

Absolute bearing

Somehow wound up docked

My anchor was dropped

I have to set sail

I must now prevail 

From druids I hale

In light I regale

Epona, begin

I triumph, I win

Earthbound

Where's my Chinese luck dragon?

Appearing in the Swamps of Sadness 

Atreyu gives up, he falls down

He can't do it on his own

I can't fix my stupid furnace

Why is God making me do this?

Sometimes I don't want to eat

I'm too tired to even sleep

I hate my job so bad

I'm so sick of being sad

Sloan says it's a spiritual war

We've had many lives before

Fighting evil for so long

It's so hard to soldier on

My head hurts, my heart too

I wish that I knew what to do

All I know is how to feel

It's all I've ever done to deal

I once played a video game

The answer in the end was pray

It was Earthbound, it was great

I truly hope that that's the case

Moon Signs

Incredible, the things I find

Learned we look like our moon signs

Me, I am a pincher bug

I mustn't sting the ones I love

You look like a Pisces fish

In the Koi pond where I wish

Almond eyes and pretty mouth

From the north but in the south

You lead fishies in a school

All of them think you're so cool

Fascinating dynamic

What all you could do with it

You could swim to darker waters

Pass down wounding from our fathers

Or you could swim into the light

Move our fears out of the night

By no means is this easy

I'm here with you in-between

We just take it day by day

Until our moon signs show the way

Small World

Remember Hurricane #1?

Long have I adored that song

Ad for new Volkswagen Bug

Back in what, 2001?

Google says was '98

No matter, I feel the same

He said step into his world

He said she could be his girl

It did resonate with me

Always thought it so lovely

Maybe it will come to be

Spirit Song

If I keep listening to this song

I can figure out what's wrong

I can lose myself in dance

Put myself into a trance

Speaks what spirit tells her, yes?

She makes sense of all this mess

She hears truth and makes it art

She does not betray her heart

She's creating utter bliss

I envy and admire this

It's all I ever wished to do

To thine own self, be true

This Dichotomy

Who did what to me?

Created this dichotomy 

What is up whose sleeve?

Goddamn it, I can't see

Neverending misery 

Unending anxiety

Where is my relief?

Help me Mother Mary, please

What was this abuse?

By who?

Achtung Baby

Achtung baby, I learned this 

Your opinion means jack shit

I don't want the life you live

And I reject advice you give

Nor did I solicit it

You're not in my skin, this soul

Clearly we have different goals

You're just some complete asshole

And you, you're not a magic witch

Truly you're a stupid bitch

Can't undo the fact that I

Sabotaged one half my life

But I can now make moves to change

From the curb to the fast lane

Speeding like that girl Lights sang

I think she's Canadian

At any rate, I'm leaving, bye

To my purpose, Semper Fi

Majestic Chick

I am one majestic chick

Virgo Scorpio Sag witch

Although of course fun to play with

I do not require dick

I see now it's only fair

That I should rise to meet him there

I bought an Earth Magic book

On page one and I am shook

With my rhymes, I'll combine flowers

Of course these things have super powers!

With love from God and intuition 

I'll bring my dreams into fruition

Like Claire is Miss Anthropocene

I shall be Princess Colleen

My Psychology

Psychics and astrology

These are my psychology 

I use them as therapy

Sometimes listen as I sleep

It's how I learned all I know

It is how I shift and grow 

Now I see he left me there

Gazing with my heartsick stare

I used all my energy

Sitting, waiting, and wishing

He didn't come back, you see

He did not return for me

I died there in that field

Old and gray and unfulfilled 

Brought him back here with Colleen

In my 12th house of unseen

He is but a lesson plan

I cannot control a man

I'm to make it on my own

I'm to be my only home

I'm complete all by myself

I create my life and wealth

Painful yes, okay, oh well

It's how I ascend from Hell

Please

Can you come here and rescue me?

Or we can meet halfway with ease

It is obscene what I'm doing

My work's enforcing a vaccine 

Let us fly to Waikiki

Saint Lucia, Tahiti

Catio for Yo and Squeaks

I went and I got my I.D.!

We can go by land or sea

I know that you see what can be

I just need you to speak to me

I'm running out of time, I think

It's coming down to swim or sink

I'm Navi, you're my missing link

Cinderella, Prince Charming

Maid Marian and Prince of Thieves 

Miss Beyonce and Jay-Z

Loner Dottie and Pee-wee

Mario and Princess Peach

Cleopatra, Antony 

Blue Tara and green Gumby

Shel Silverstein's The Missing Piece

John and Yoko, world peace

Fuckin Adam! Freaking Eve

Please

Natal Chart

I wish I had your natal chart

Confirm what I feel in my heart

I wonder your ascending sign

And if it's complimenting mine

Which sign is your Venus in?

Do you have yods that are destined?

What planets in your 7th house?

Of business partnerships and spouse

Mine is just in Gemini

Perhaps it's me, myself, and I

But then I am Venusian 

With all that Libra stellium

And what is in your 8th house next?

Of hidden things and death and sex

Left sensing with my Scorpio

Pisces drowning what is so