Wednesday, December 23, 2020

Achtung Baby

Achtung baby, I learned this 
Your opinion means jack shit
I don't want the life you live
And I reject advice you give
Nor did I solicit it
You're not in my skin, this soul
Clearly we have different goals
You're just some complete asshole
And you, you're not a magic witch
Truly you're a stupid bitch
Can't undo the fact that I
Sabotaged one half my life
But I can now make moves to change
From the curb to the fast lane
Speeding like that girl Lights sang
I think she's Canadian
At any rate, I'm leaving, bye
To my purpose, Semper Fi

Tuesday, December 22, 2020

Majestic Chick

I am one majestic chick
Virgo Scorpio Sag witch
Although of course fun to play with
I do not require dick
I see now it's only fair
That I should rise to meet him there
I bought an Earth Magic book
On page one and I am shook
With my rhymes, I'll combine flowers
Of course these things have super powers!
With love from God and intuition 
I'll bring my dreams into fruition
Like Claire is Miss Anthropocene
I shall be Princess Colleen

My Psychology

Psychics and astrology
These are my psychology 
I use them as therapy
Sometimes listen as I sleep
It's how I learned all I know
It is how I shift and grow 
Now I see he left me there
Gazing with my heartsick stare
I used all my energy
Sitting, waiting, and wishing
He didn't come back, you see
He did not return for me
I died there in that field
Old and gray and unfulfilled 
Brought him back here with Colleen
In my 12th house of unseen
He is but a lesson plan
I cannot control a man
I'm to make it on my own
I'm to be my only home
I'm complete all by myself
I create my life and wealth
Painful yes, okay, oh well
It's how I ascend from Hell

Please

Can you come here and rescue me?
Or we can meet halfway with ease
It is obscene what I'm doing
My work's enforcing a vaccine 
Let us fly to Waikiki
Saint Lucia, Tahiti
Catio for Yo and Squeaks
I went and I got my I.D.!
We can go by land or sea
I know that you see what can be
I just need you to speak to me
I'm running out of time, I think
It's coming down to swim or sink
I'm Navi, you're my missing link
Cinderella, Prince Charming
Maid Marian and Prince of Thieves 
Miss Beyonce and Jay-Z
Loner Dottie and Pee-wee
Mario and Princess Peach
Cleopatra, Antony 
Blue Tara and green Gumby
Shel Silverstein's The Missing Piece
John and Yoko, world peace
Fuckin Adam! Freaking Eve
Please

Monday, December 21, 2020

Natal Chart

I wish I had your natal chart
Confirm what I feel in my heart
I wonder your ascending sign
And if it's complimenting mine
Which sign is your Venus in?
Do you have yods that are destined?
What planets in your 7th house?
Of business partnerships and spouse
Mine is just in Gemini
Perhaps it's me, myself, and I
But then I am Venusian 
With all that Libra stellium
And what is in your 8th house next?
Of hidden things and death and sex
Left sensing with my Scorpio
Pisces drowning what is so

Saturday, December 19, 2020

Music Box

Life is but a music box
What is it that will unlock?
Keep on looking for the key
It's so dark I cannot see
Searching for the light and air
Certainly don't have it there 
Bloom where you are planted, sure
What of soil that can't nurture?
They blocked rays with parasols
No not me, I want it all
El condor pasa, wave to it
To the sky these eyes do lift
Fledgling flying toward the sun
Baby I was Born to Run

Friday, December 18, 2020

Last Life Here

I am so concerned 'cause I
Will not redo junior high
Can't convey how bad it sucked
There's no way in fucking fuck
I will not be squashed again
Spend a life away hidden
Sun square my ascendant, eh?
Still recovering to this day
Praying that it turns around
Trying to reach higher ground
Dancing in my living room 
To empowering Zeppelin tunes
Should I seek community?
I am a loner, Dottie
I have got to do what's right
Wake each day and fight the fight
Uncover and confront each fear
'Cause this is def my last life here