Reprise

Attempt again, so many tries

Contemptuous til I despise 

To love the one you're with at night

Despite to feel it isn't right

Some days so bad I'd wish he'd die

Be contemplating suicide

Like it would lift me from our ties

To free me from my house of flies 

My bed of lies and back of knives

In name of being kind and nice

In sympathy, for compromise 

It wasn't what I want in life

I nearly met my own demise

But encore encore and reprise 

I chose to be myself and rise

Lennon Mentions

Sin we fell in broke our trust 

Independence frightens us

If in wind we're only dust

Why then not succumb to lust

Lennon mentions laugh at love

Tiny death in sex and drugs

Let's not look for light in stuff

We are what we're conscious of

Sleep in Trees

Princess with this pea displeased

Goldilocks but not these three

Where's a bed that's best for me

How high can I hope to be

How far can this fairy see

How close can I be to free

Can I use the stars as sheets

Yes, for rest to reach my needs 

I shall sleep in redwood trees

Medium Fry

A medium fry
Wave aloha/hi

To souls who've said bye

Storm's center, the eye

I stand still inside

A middle child, try

To mediate my

And everyone's lives

Besiege or belie

I see from all sides

Including who's died

The Craft

I read rainbows in the showers that drop diamonds in my grass

These are jewels I use as tools that I can spend the same as cash

I spin pendulums in solar winds for questions you may ask

I'm in multiple dimensions and see Days of Future Passed

I'm the selkie in your sink water and buoys in your bath

I'm a riptide in your ocean and I'll drag you back to path

I make magic in each moment and from every mundane task

But won't hesistate to excavate and take away what's trash

I find fire in frustration and will weld with all my wrath

I'll play games with every flame from each relationship that's crashed

I am meant to pen, see into them, and stencil from the ash

I have sent for kin as dreamt by him, through way of this - my craft

In Disguise

A geisha in another life 

Your fantasy and never wife

Two souls enrolled in constant strife

We're back as cats in black and white

What must we trust to make this right?

For me I see with my insight

Green tea, I steep and seek inside

A tree, I reach beyond bonsai

War not with words or kaiken knives

Nor score with spores that siphon lives

Why dwell at doors that won't oblige

A chore which bores just isn't wise

My choice to voice vanilla skies

To read and lead by light in eyes

Agree, you'll see, my samurai 

It's me, the empress, in disguise

Synesthesia

In amnesia, when unclear

Listen to your heart to hear

Synesthesia, No More Tears

See then what I've known for years

Shakti-Shiva, show no fear

What without your Guinevere?

Aniketa, home is here

I reside inside your mirror