Spirit Song

If I keep listening to this song

I can figure out what's wrong

I can lose myself in dance

Put myself into a trance

Speaks what spirit tells her, yes?

She makes sense of all this mess

She hears truth and makes it art

She does not betray her heart

She's creating utter bliss

I envy and admire this

It's all I ever wished to do

To thine own self, be true

This Dichotomy

Who did what to me?

Created this dichotomy 

What is up whose sleeve?

Goddamn it, I can't see

Neverending misery 

Unending anxiety

Where is my relief?

Help me Mother Mary, please

What was this abuse?

By who?

Achtung Baby

Achtung baby, I learned this 

Your opinion means jack shit

I don't want the life you live

And I reject advice you give

Nor did I solicit it

You're not in my skin, this soul

Clearly we have different goals

You're just some complete asshole

And you, you're not a magic witch

Truly you're a stupid bitch

Can't undo the fact that I

Sabotaged one half my life

But I can now make moves to change

From the curb to the fast lane

Speeding like that girl Lights sang

I think she's Canadian

At any rate, I'm leaving, bye

To my purpose, Semper Fi

Majestic Chick

I am one majestic chick

Virgo Scorpio Sag witch

Although of course fun to play with

I do not require dick

I see now it's only fair

That I should rise to meet him there

I bought an Earth Magic book

On page one and I am shook

With my rhymes, I'll combine flowers

Of course these things have super powers!

With love from God and intuition 

I'll bring my dreams into fruition

Like Claire is Miss Anthropocene

I shall be Princess Colleen

My Psychology

Psychics and astrology

These are my psychology 

I use them as therapy

Sometimes listen as I sleep

It's how I learned all I know

It is how I shift and grow 

Now I see he left me there

Gazing with my heartsick stare

I used all my energy

Sitting, waiting, and wishing

He didn't come back, you see

He did not return for me

I died there in that field

Old and gray and unfulfilled 

Brought him back here with Colleen

In my 12th house of unseen

He is but a lesson plan

I cannot control a man

I'm to make it on my own

I'm to be my only home

I'm complete all by myself

I create my life and wealth

Painful yes, okay, oh well

It's how I ascend from Hell

Please

Can you come here and rescue me?

Or we can meet halfway with ease

It is obscene what I'm doing

My work's enforcing a vaccine 

Let us fly to Waikiki

Saint Lucia, Tahiti

Catio for Yo and Squeaks

I went and I got my I.D.!

We can go by land or sea

I know that you see what can be

I just need you to speak to me

I'm running out of time, I think

It's coming down to swim or sink

I'm Navi, you're my missing link

Cinderella, Prince Charming

Maid Marian and Prince of Thieves 

Miss Beyonce and Jay-Z

Loner Dottie and Pee-wee

Mario and Princess Peach

Cleopatra, Antony 

Blue Tara and green Gumby

Shel Silverstein's The Missing Piece

John and Yoko, world peace

Fuckin Adam! Freaking Eve

Please

Natal Chart

I wish I had your natal chart

Confirm what I feel in my heart

I wonder your ascending sign

And if it's complimenting mine

Which sign is your Venus in?

Do you have yods that are destined?

What planets in your 7th house?

Of business partnerships and spouse

Mine is just in Gemini

Perhaps it's me, myself, and I

But then I am Venusian 

With all that Libra stellium

And what is in your 8th house next?

Of hidden things and death and sex

Left sensing with my Scorpio

Pisces drowning what is so

Music Box

Life is but a music box

What is it that will unlock?

Keep on looking for the key

It's so dark I cannot see

Searching for the light and air

Certainly don't have it there 

Bloom where you are planted, sure

What of soil that can't nurture?

They blocked rays with parasols

No not me, I want it all

El condor pasa, wave to it

To the sky these eyes do lift

Fledgling flying toward the sun

Baby I was Born to Run

Last Life Here

I am so concerned 'cause I

Will not redo junior high

Can't convey how bad it sucked

There's no way in fucking fuck

I will not be squashed again

Spend a life away hidden

Sun square my ascendant, eh?

Still recovering to this day

Praying that it turns around

Trying to reach higher ground

Dancing in my living room 

To empowering Zeppelin tunes

Should I seek community?

I am a loner, Dottie

I have got to do what's right

Wake each day and fight the fight

Uncover and confront each fear

'Cause this is def my last life here

Two of Hearts

Disney princess energy

Music dancer synergy 

Some enchanted fairytale 

Maui with Moana sails

They cut off Rapunzel's hair

Still it didn't keep her there

Eventually Aurora woke 

To her prince Ariel spoke 

Poison didn't stop Snow White

Her partner came and made it right

Spinning arrow led to John

Pocahontas can't go wrong

Nino followed Amelie 

Ohana it means family 

These girls have power within

But there's a yang to every yin

Midheaven

Angels and obsidian 

Divinity and protection 

Life path four with your seven

Virgo on my midheaven

Can I offer you a deal?

This is something that will heal

I can play the roll of doll

Mannequin alive in mall

Muse to your Pygmalion

Camouflaged chameleon 

Beautiful but wielding power

Sugar can be sweet or sour

Both stoic and temperamental 

Symbiotic, beneficial 

Fire Butterfly

Butterfly with fire wings

Warrior that's nurturing 

Gentle like a woodland deer

Venus is exalted here

Lovely like a painted fern

Lucky but it's all been earned

Plucking beauty from the clouds

Sharing with adoring crowds

Offering Earth medicine

But with heart is reticent 

Material concerns are real

They will follow what we feel

Fire Water Burn

The Moon and Planet Venus

These asteroids between us

The Sun and Planet Mars

The changing of the guards 

If Jupiter expands

And Gods of War demand

I call on Mercury

Where we can both receive 

Communicate with words

Through poems, and songs, and birds

Blown closer by monsoon

Swim towards you on Neptune 

Accept a ride from Saturn

And kiss goodbye old patterns 

Let Pluto reinvent us

And meet up on Uranus

With You

Water moves rock slowly

Needn't always break it boldly 

Kali works in deconstruction 

Volcanoes speak through their eruptions

Ocean tides move by our moon

End the end, Sam is with Joon

Te of Piglet, Tao of Pooh

I know I will be with you

(Because we have things to do)

Parts of a Whole

Sky full of birds

Millions of words

Infinite methods with which to be heard

Pen to a paper

Water to vapor

Creative Director of Sterling Don Draper

Leis made of flowers

Minutes in hours

Major League Baseball and Kenny Powers

Ballet and tulle

Rockets and fuel

Snoopy's the Masked Marvel and he's Joe Cool

Bridges with tolls

Rhythms that lull

These are the parts of the things that are whole

Acoustic and Electrical

Acoustic and electrical 

Romantic and sexual

Spelunker and skydiver

Kylo Ren and Skywalker

If we combine all shades of light

A rainbow is created, right?

Nothing here to dodge or fear

Just a seeker and his seer

Six of Cups

My Six of Cups

I miss you much

My childhood friend

My past life twin

My fellow crystal alien

Our treehouse dreams

On playground swings

And dangling from the monkey rings

The ferris wheel

I'll meet you there

I'll find you always anywhere

Amusement park

Kiss in the dark

Inspired to

Required to do

Whatever that will lead to you

A Thousand Leaves

They only took from me

I never did receive 

All I have done is grieve 

And now I overreach 

For wanting to believe 

That they'll see what I see

I watch a thousand leaves

Detach and drift from trees

If they can turn and fall

Then grow back after all

I'll too change and stand tall

Navigate the Stars

A difficult relationship 

A brutal planetary transit

Pluto conjunt Capricorn

To strip us down unto the bone

There is just no going back

I will not rescind things said

If I am mutable and you are fixed

I will not continue this

I am flexible and choose to grow

You are concerned only with old

You will navigate the stars with me

Or from my chart you are released 

Princess of Swords

Princess of Swords

Of this you are warned

I came to discern 

To apply what I've learned

What no longer serves

What is not deserved

Doubt me, I wouldn't 

Don't do it, you shouldn't 

You match me or go

You impede or you grow

It is or it isn't 

Try me, good riddance

So Uranian

Warning warning, don't unlock

Danger of electric shock

Woops there go the lights again

We are so Uranian

Rearranging energy

Getting freaky in 5D 

Harness electricity 

Channeled in a dance with me

So high voltage, I don't care

Our hair standing up in air

My jellyfish, electric eel

This is how it's supposed to feel

I Have

I have Earth and animals

They are here and tangible 

Although human beings are liars 

I have wind and I have fire

I have water, I have ocean

I am fluid in emotion

I have trees against my back

I have stars in my knapsack 

I have angels on my side

I have ancestors as guides

I must not forget this feeling

I have value, I have meaning