Thursday, October 22, 2020


I cannot see
What's wrong with me
Have Neptune in my First
I feel through you
And what you do
My sense of self's reversed
I open crown 
And write it down
But don't know where it's from
I cannot ground
Spin round and round
And struggle with my Sun
Mars in my 8th
This hidden pain 
Colors my every move
I try to change
To rearrange 
To transform and transmute
Look up and see
What I could be
But it's out of my reach
I want it bad
This life I have
Is not enough for me