Weaponized

I've weaponized my world

As you've done with your girl

Inquire with your best friend

This could pose a problem

Was it to go this way?

Think Nicole and O.J.

Hey they were soul mates too

It matters how we choose

Because we have free will
It cannot happen til

We step off of this wheel

And honor how we feel

Midnight Butterfly

Lightning powered firefly

He's my midnight butterfly

Painted moth to candlelight

Speaking to me as I write

Skip the cordial kiss and hi

We don't work in surface lies

Never color in the lines

Higher octave, outer mind

Thunder clouds and stormy skies

Dark and deadly ocean tides

Black moon Lilith on the rise

Eerie eddies in her eyes

Here it's always Autumn time

Halloween is every night

Magna Doodle

Drew this on a Magna Doodle

As a child a doll or poodle

Pulled it down through my third eye

Metal to my magnets rise

Using rain from Neptune's sky

Lightning off Ben Franklin's kite

Water, electricity 

All within my Soul to Squeeze

Green and blue and yellow too

Uranian/Plutonic hues

Power planets I possess

Harnessing at my behest

For the wicked, there's no rest

I'm an underworld goddess

Humans Being

Fingers in me

Like he's playing 

His guitar strings 

As I'm coming 

He is singing 

Sexual healing

We are feeling

Humans being

Jupiter and Saturn

We are God and we are grace

An expression on His face

The entire human race 

Looking for a better day

Seeks to know itself and learn

To expand at every turn

Identify and integrate 

Marry sunshine with the shade

Jupiter and Saturn show

What to know and where to go

Take a ride around their rings

We are meant for bigger things

This September

This September finally

And quite extraordinarly

A near impossibility
When given my astrology

This eve before my birth I see

Life is a game of alchemy

Thank you to angels, ancestry

My mom and dad, Academy

For it is I who holds the key

I am the only lighthouse keep

It is myself who sets me free

I'm made of God and everything

Was true no matter my belief

But now it is my certainty

Neptunian Blue

Neptunian Blue

Been so hard to do

Distinguish my views

From what was embued

To suffer and stew

And do what they do

Had to disconnect

To bring in what's next

My body, my mind

My heart; they're aligned

I did this myself

No one, nothing else

Moreover opposed

Was squared, fought, and hosed

I'm proud of my work

I know my own worth

There's nothing I shirk

It's one more rebirth

This day and this hour

I stand in my power

The Moon and Neptune

Two Scorpio moons 

And first house Neptunes

And not that I knew

I waited for you

To drive here at night

And stand by my side

To dance to this show 

My coworker throws

Coincidence, no

Two magnets that glow

Same alien race

It's always the case

So nice to meet you

A Sag rising goof

Or so you present

We know what's within

Job on Earth

All that restricts

Look closely at it

It's your job on Earth

By sky, sea, and turf

To seek to expand 

Love your fellow man

Plant's/animal's views

And mineral too

Through music and art

By brain and with heart

What can you learn here?

With eyes and by ear

What might someone say?

To show you new ways

That opens more doors

Allows to explore

There'll always be more

It's what you're here for

Unity

What I have learned is factual

That love is not transactional

You do not owe me anything

I don't require rescuing

I lost so many parts of me

The fragments that I now retrieve

I wish to create unity

That can't be done unconsciously

I've taken Windex to my mirror

And I will know if you appear

That I did not manipulate

Where demons in the dregs vibrate

But rather that you saw my light

I moved into your line of sight

By changing my own energy

Releasing all the wrong beliefs

I brought the best of you to me

To give love unconditionally

Gemini Johnny

5-22-82

An earth moon in Taurus was new

A Gemini sun who is kind

He makes music of what he finds

You know him on Earth as Johnny

A lazer that beams cosmically

Pulls down from the stars in the sky

To share them with both you and I

In fact he's Neptunian too

His love is an ocean, it's true

With Scorpio there on the rise

Could possibly come off as shy

No matter though if he is quiet

For he plays guitar like a riot

And that's the Uranian part...

He's made electricity art

Integration

Pearl in a clam shell

Angel inside Hell

Lotus unfolding 

From shaping and molding

The invalidating 

Dismissing, degrading 

Corruption, debasement 

Distraction, replacement 

It is fragmentation 

But now integration 

I feel these sensations 

I let my soul say this

I bring them back to me

Be one in my body

No shame or controlling 

Repression, ignoring

I welcome them wholly 

Let's get this thing rolling

Here to Do

Despite all the work I've done

I am still a lonely one

Dancing with my shadow side

In my bedroom by moonlight

I'm a spy on Earth by day

Trying to assimilate 

Watching them control the souls

But that isn't how I roll

I attempt to make them see

They could never lasso me

I am coming from afar

In my little avatar

Human body candy car

Via milky way and stars

I befriend the furry beings

Colored rocks and sparkly things

Anything that's made of love

I will spot it from above

When I'm sleeping I go see

Glowing hearts and pretty chi

Then I know eventually 

I will bring them back with me

A solitary job, so true

It is what I'm here to do

Name the Empress

Tiny corner of this world

Filtered through eyes of a girl
She will show you what she sees

By poems and telepathy
Suddenly your thoughts are hers

Within seconds they occur

Voices drip into your dreams

You wake wondering what it means

Feather on your window sill

Ravens ponder when you will

Feel what you're supposed to feel

Hold up your end of the deal

Sing the words you hear inside

Paint the scenes you visualize

No use knowing how or why

Turn the key and step inside

Do as you've been asked to dare

Name the empress standing there

2 Elements

We are 2 different elements

And like a planet which transits

It brings our biggest challenges 

Creates unrest, then balances

I was the ground that lay in wait

And you were the tectonic plates 

The end result was an earthquake

Designed by God for Heaven's sake

I thank you for igniting this

And wish to repay in a kiss

Provide you with the circuitry 

For all your electricity

Because of what you saw in me

That I was unable to see

You have my faith and loyalty

I would receive you joyfully

Our Aristocracy

You were a traveling troubadour 

Upon my father's castle door

A princess of nobility 

I'm promised to another king

So privileged we, materially 

But such responsibility

Like Eleanor of Aquitaine

I'm showered in the finer things

And you, my favorite one of these

Compose medieval poetry

On courtly love and chivalry 

Play mandolin and sing for me

Engage in witty repartee 

And when all lords and ladies leave

You lean in close and kiss my cheek 

At night I lay and think of thee

In glee and peace and reverie 

Of how your voice especially 

Does make me feel so heavenly 

Upon the dawn I call for ye

I'm told that you are absentee

So carry on dejectedly

With hope that you I'll someday see

Among our aristocracy 

A Perfect Storm

Hey chico, the world is mine

Fire is a masculine sign

Fact I have each element

I know what is relevant

I am animal as well

Raging Bull to give them hell

Fighting what is Capricorn

Infiltrating since I'm born

Placate me with medicine

Place me in the government

Dim my eyes and fatten me

Poison and bureaucracy

I will turn it inside out

Tell you what they're all about

Got this tension in my jaw

Crunching data that was raw

Writing my report, you see

Good at communicating

I am strength and siren too

Doing what I came to do

Breaking free from all that binds

I have found my way this time

3D do I now adorn

Here I am, a perfect storm

Blue Alien

With fellow blue alien beings

I have been negotiating

To astral travel in my dreams

And end all of this bullying

They know me on Earth as Colleen

At night I'm eradicating 

I work with quartz and celestine

By fairy dust and pixie wings

On indigo and purple beams

In mermaid scales and shiny things 

Should they reject my remedies

I wear the tears of enemies

They're glamorous and glittery

And make me all the more pretty

No matter what I'm faced with here

I will convert to love all fear

State Fair Balloon

The State Fair balloon

I kept in my room

Clear plastic with pink

A long silver string

Was two hearts combined

Knew not at the time

They were yours and mine

They fit and they rhymed

You were the outside

The half that would shine

And I was the core

Your soul's cellar door

Don't look anymore 

What in the hell for?

I'm still there inside

I am ride or die

I'm part of your life

Just look in my eyes

Abandonment wounds

And mother issues

Love we did not get

Needs that were not met

I promise it's there

I'm here and I care

Aquarian

This full moon is Aquarian

He is humanitarian 

An air sign who is fixed in thought

He won't do what he doesn't want

At least he doesn't think it so

In truth it is his karma though

To stay until the others grow

A water bearer bringing flow

This unbeknownst Uranian

A sacrificial alien

He's good with electricity 

And what he speaks is prophecy 

A stubborn, loving, weirdo that

Will get you where you need to get

Libra Tree

A Libra tree, she's much like me

She asks that I please keep her green

That way the forest clearly sees

The way in which she's meant to be

She wishes not to do you harm

To disrupt, argue, or alarm

Her job is purely to reflect

Identify and to reject

All that which is not harmonic

In disarray or chaotic

She teaches herself balance when

She sees the world through such a lens

And once she's grown, all in good time

The scales of justice do align

Proud

Falling through an inky sky

Landing in the desert night

Looking back up to the stars

Wondering why I've come so far

Instantly forgetting that

It's to balance karmic debt

16/7, 13/4

This is what we've come here for

Yes there is another half

He might not have it as bad

Least his public doesn't think

Hidden darkness, secret kinks

Watch him rise up in the east 

Possible we never meet

I will still have work to do

Things to feel and journey through

Now a maiden on the ground

Navigate with word and sound

Live my life and speak it loud

I'll make my creator proud