Die Dreaming

I penned this when I was 14

It seems I said the following

Although she doesn't care for me

(Apparently, allegedly)

I miss my mom tremendously 

And any trace of sanity

How will I face humanity

Or fit into society

Is there a place for mermaiding

Will I find friends, a fairy king

So now I find it interesting 

I stood for nothing, settling

Aborting and abandoning

My drive to ever find these things

So midway through incarnating 

I choose to follow my own dreams

And if it nothing ever brings

We all die, and I'll go trying 

Lighthouse

Be like water, swim with me

Shed your scales through alchemy

Spin your skin in hijiki 

Listen, wish in shells at sea

Speak directly to the breeze

Walk up stairs that wind to be

Guiding light through storms that beams

Both the lighthouse and the keep

You're the shore and shipwreckee 

Learn, in turn, you're rescuing 

Rainwater

Rainwater Jim, was my father's friend

I remember animals surrounding him

Kid goats in gardens, and peacocks in pens

They'd chase us and race us when visiting them

Just 42 when, Jim left here again

A part of his heart must have closed or broken

In heaven to mend, through showers he sends

His eccentric friendship and good-natured grin

Watch my Wings

In your chariot traveling 

Evening driving to your dream

When we're dancing, watch my wings

Don't clip them so I won't leave 

Bend them in so I'm not free

Remember why you wanted me

Lilith loved him before Eve

And she did it powerfully 

Meet your Mermaid

Ebb and flow, come and go

Elevate, expand, and grow

Soft and slow, melting snow

Ursula in undertow

Orinoco into know

Ocean of already so

Meet your mermaid Miss Cleo

Brown Bear

Brown bear

Virgo there 

Analyzing everywhere

Kind stare

Gentle air

Service to us shows he cares

Soft words

For this bird

Learn to laugh when life's not fair

Earth friend

From my wind

I come down to George's lair

Warlock Nick

My high school friend and warlock Nick

We're buddies, studying things mystic 

He's pulling cards for me, this chick

And puzzled when presented with

10 court cards up inside this bitch

"Where are the cups and wands with wicks?"

"The pentacles and swords that switch"

"I shuffled 45 minutes"

I put it to him here like this

I've mentioned that I'm majestic

I do not deal with plebs and pricks

But run with suns and goddesses

The news for you that's awesome is

You must be just as much as sick

Spider Rival

All court cards in my Celtic cross

Half belong to my ex boss

Anubis, Horus, Atum, Thoth

Egyptian, slythrin, sexy god

Whomever that he was, we fought

I believe twas me who lost

Back again and in my thoughts  

Shows up sick as hell and hot 

Resist this power trip? I'm not

My spider, rival, I've been caught

Northern Warrior

Jigsaw puzzle, rubik's cube

Every color, many moods

Emperor with no clothes is blue

Choose your own adventure, boo

X&Y in outer space

We don't like what's commonplace 

Left or right, it's all rat race

Look up, put that sun on face

Northern warrior when you wake

Electric Angel

Electric angel, lightning wings

Gilded golden like he sings

Sitting still for centering 

Out back at it following 

Music from his heart healing

Sunshine from his eyes streaming

Copper colored Darjeeling 

Love at the first sight feeling

Air and fire reckoning 

Power from a pretty thing

Thank you for the light you bring

Think Twice

1 bad Gemini

Low blow and low vibe

Stare dead in your eye

On blast and still lie

Talk fast to devise

Contrast and connive

6 side chicks, 2 wives

No heart and 9 lives

13 on his dice

Look hard and think twice 

A Lady

My bathtub is a cauldron

I am its magic spell

I think you think I tricked you in

But it was you who fell

You tripped on toads off shady roads

And went down witches wells

You've dealt with Celts and wily Welsh

Medieval torture modes

With gypsys, thieves, and tramps - not me 

I am a lady though

Check Out (and Leave)

Steady stream of obstacles

Blocks and stops and stubborn bulls

Lies disguised by criminals 

Eyes made blind behind their wool

Sucked in by magnetic pulls

Bullied into blackened holes

Tar pit traps for wayward souls

Here's the thing about them though

One is not required to stay

Nor give way to power plays

Hotel Californ-i-a

I check out and leave today

Cool Okay

When I wake I pray

That I make a sweet sensei 

Help a human being or stray 

Be a super sick soothsay

Light with shadow will I weigh 

Half a dozen vampires slay

Get Up, Stand Up, dance today

Write it in my opus, yay!

And before I sleep I say

In a karmic kind of way

That I met some debt with pay

So I think I'm cool, okay?

My Way

Pleiadian days, like Arabian Nights

I'm alien, sailing in, so out of sight

Within Purple Haze, the Overlook maze

Bewitching and boarding my bumblebee flight

I'm Ruffles not Lay's, a + on that A

Like Cadbury Eggs with the caramel inside

In Monterey Bay, at home with the ray

Egyptian and listening to Valkyries ride

So come out and play, don't get in my way

I'll finish it, end it bitch, TKO fight

Mayday

A Thousand Clowns along my way

I've not a thing to do today

But smile, as Pauly Si would say

And send my love in seismic waves

I misconstrue and misbehave

Then fix mistakes and operate

Let's meet inside the park to play

To walk the dogs and roll in hay

Eat finger foods and fornicate

(Or maybe back at home, okay)

We'll kick it, picnic, play reggae 

With me, you've got the month of May

Sponge Bath

Sponge bath, bubbles, ass

Long hair up in shower caps

Neptune nurse with lily pads

Rubber duckies on your abs

Tugboat flying flags full mast

Feelin fine and super fab

Diving deep and swimming laps

Eating me and Krusty Krab

Getting clean and coming fast

Stringing beads and singing bass

You're the one for me, it's fact

Dead Sea

My bath transforms to stormy seas

Beneath the bridge, Marin County

I walk it with the ghost of me

The one undone by everything 

She never knew and couldn't see

Beyond her brain's capacity 

For limiting and bad beliefs

The ones she sponged from others' speech

Their actions and their dirty deeds

She left her story incomplete 

Had given in to demon seeds

And those who prey upon the weak

Extinguish light with lies, deceit

I let her go, she isn't here

I cross and she has disappeared

By staring straight into my fear

I saw my source back in my mirror

Sit Still

Will you sit still with me

One moment, baby, please

Recline, relax, release

I mean no harm, believe 

No breach of boundaries

You're ever always free 

Of course I'd like the D

But more importantly 

I want for you to see

Your light and your beauty

In case you can't conceive 

I'll Show You, just like Biebs

You win, Monopoly

Doing Donuts

I'm doing donuts

Round dullards in ruts

Like Slim with no fucks

I'm wild, and what?

They think that I'm nuts

I say it must suck

To stay down and stuck

And so I must cut

Peace out and good luck

Shitlist

My shitlist's in pencil, so never intact

Erase and Rewind and then add and subtract 

You'll be there on Monday, but then I'll redact

It's Friday and I'm Robert Smith on your ass

I'm moody on Tuesday with my Heart of Glass

But willing on Wednesday, it's all in the past 

On Thursday it's over, I'll never go back

And Saturday night is for fighting, attack!

So sorry, not sorry, it's just how I act

I'm Building a Mystery, ask Robert Stack

GoldenEye

Hello, I love your golden eyes

It's like you've swallowed a sunrise

With yellow bees and butterflies

Then mixed with scrambled eggs inside

Banana splits and Pikachu

Perhaps it's why I'm fond of you

I like your smile and sweetness too

You're light and bright and super cute