And So

I call back all my energy

From every single entity

With every person, place and thing

I break all binding, bars, and rings 

From shady shit I may not see

My panther is protecting me

So I am in the driver's seat

And in control of my own peace 

I too know why a caged bird sings

Despite a plight of broken wings

Her soul is whole and so complete 

And not a thing else does she need

My Portfolio

This is my portfolio 

Everything I think I know

Minus what I will not show

(My moon is in Scorpio)

It is never finished though 

Every day I learn and grow

An ongoing opera show

Streaming live from my chateau 

Heart of gold and ass like whoa

Heaven help me, here I go

The Dark

Down in the Park

I work in the dark

To lend it my spark

My mind and my heart 

Not hidden, not quite

It's there in plain sight

Not all love and light

That's my part, alright?

From Birth

Hey sir, you must marry her

She will be your handler

Siphoned from the other side

Brutalized from birth to 5

Fragmented so they'll comply

They go 'crazy,' drug, and die

Then the public wonders why

Let's look at the industry 

At their parents, why don't we?

Do not shame the innocent 

Those with heart and the talent

What's done upsidedown will rise

Darkness always comes to light 

School

I've angel wings and Triton's tools

In fairy rings and tidal pools

I've satin sheets and woven wools

Of golden string on sewing spools

I dress in feathers, lace, and jewels

Whilst rearranging molecules

I keep it quiet, calm, and cool

In astral Amsterdaming school

There is but one requested rule

You mustn't make of me a fool

Lest You'd Like

Admit it or agonize

Walk your talk or live a lie

Face your fears or run and hide

Follow dreams or rot inside

Do this by the time you die

Lest you'd like to your next life

Bless You Beautiful

Bless you, beautiful 

For blooming bright and full

For sharing of your soul

For making fuel of coal

For shining up what's dull

For bringing new to old

Not doing what you're told

Bless you, beautiful 

You've broken through your mold

Papercuts

Hello, it's your death disco slut

To challenge your ifs ands and buts

Ridiculous redundant ruts

In situations which you're stuck

I know you think I'm fucking nuts

(Forgive me, I do like to cuss)

But it's my job, I simply must

Awaken you with papercuts

Yes

What good is what you manifest

When Cold and Black and Infinite?

A mindset may be limitless 

And yet there is a disconnect 

The heart knows what is free is best

So let it lead with loving, yes?

Easter Egg

I hid my heart - an Easter egg

Inside the grass of his mindscape

And in his dreams, I watch and wait

For him to recognize and wake

Is he receptive to this bait?

The gift of guidance will he take?

He's moving at a snail's pace

A prehistoric turtle's rate

Will he reply, can he relate?

He mustn't know just what's at stake

How long can he resist his fate?
We're late for an important date

Minus Me

A wish without a well

A church without a bell

A slug without a shell

A dude without a Dell

A scoop without a cone

A girl without a home

E.T. without a phone

An alien alone

A pod without a pea

Mad Hatter missing tea

A soul that isn't free

Magician minus me

The Eye

A twister tearing through your sky

Dismantling your former life

As bits of your existence fly

I stand with you inside the eye

A cotton candy colored love

To cover you in calm and fluff

With sugar sweetened syrup stuff

To shield you from the really rough

I'll take you through the truly tough

For you're my magic dragon, Puff

I love you evermore and much

You will get through the storm as such

Event Horizon

A series of powerful men

From lovers to mentors and friends 

And you're where I want it to end

At last we are matched and even

I searched for the yang to my yin

I brought you to form with my pen

I see you on my horizon

And anticipate this event

Jupiter's Metal

Jupiter's metal

The tin of tea kettle

To steam where it settles

In dreams as it meddles 

Through synth delay pedals

Meld mind with heart levels

Indeed interstellar 

Possible Princes

Magical mistress

Wilderness witch is

Watching with interest 

Through pretty lenses

Pinning on Pinterest 

Musical menses

Possible princes

Highly ascended 

Kindhearted kindreds 

Hoping one senses

Drops his defenses

Kissing commences 

Seeker Seer

Seeker, seer

Dreamer, be-er

Spirit hearer

Flyer, freer

In arrears 

Over years

Fighting fears 

Finding peers

Closer, nearer 

Higher tier

Finally here

Saturn Square Uranus

What we want v. where they want us

Think of John and Pocahontas

Zeus's contract with Adonis

This is Saturn square Uranus

(Yes, I use the o sound phonics)

Where you've dealt v. how you're haunted

Did you dare or were you daunted?

What you know v. what's unconscious

What you can and can't accomplish

Father Time v. William Wallace

It's a tough one, I'll be honest

Always Actually

Through multiple realities

In dreams and physicalities 

Across my principalities 

Among a million galaxies

Fictitiously and factually 

Consistently, contractually 

Your soul does so enrapture me

I love you always, actually 

Master Craft

I have a lovely ass

I'm funny, I'm a gas

A dark and sordid past

Now filled with fun and sass 

A master at my craft

And clearly that's not math

Supportive of your act

With love and light and class

But I'll be on the grass

I'm walking my own path

Circus of the Sun

On the growing grass I lay

Lip-syncing Lana Del Rey

'Neath the fence by my blue jay

Look up, I do hear him say

To the sun and clouds that sway 

See my own Cirque De Soleil

Personal Russian ballet

Tailor-made Shakespearean play

My midsummer night with fae

Stranger things at Circle K

Seahorse in my backyard bay

Vikings hiking 'cross Norway

Seven islands of Bombay

Rumpelstiltskin in my hay

He shows me a different way

I spin gold from straw today

The Alchemist

Risk risk risk!

He's so reckless
Deadly even, dangerous

Hopped up, high stakes, hit or miss
How can someone live like this?
Here's what you don't know about it

He is practicing magic

All he's done has been crafted
Weighed and measured, enacted

It is all calculated

By design and on purpose

This boy is an alchemist

Spiritual Warpaint

Spiritual warpaint

Glitter on God's saint

Not for the heart faint

No worries, I ain't 

Love you, but I'll fight

Use all of my might

Blind you with my light

You're wrong and I'm right

I've been a monk, bitch

Nun and a burned witch

I see your matrix

Mind fucks and mean tricks

I do not fear this

Do me as you wish

I am infinite