Beautiful Gift

Beautiful gift

Emotional bliss

I recognize this

And rise like phoenix 

Authentic to self

Respect for my health 

Express what I know

Continuous growth

Cut out all BS

No buddha, no sess

Clear chakras, clean brain

I'm sober, I'm sane

Show up and do work

Experience hurt

Transform it, transmute

Reset and reboot

My journey, no choice

Accept it, rejoice

Delicate Dance

You came to take me off my path

I see it Through the Looking Glass

I realized when I woke up

Your mission is to shut me up

You can't or won't come at it right

So vampire and extinguish light

Despite your Satanic investment 

I'm with God and I'm protected

I came here to complete my chart

To channel truth and light through art

To lead and heal with my own heart

To balance is the difficult part

I've learned from all these quandaries

Be vulnerable with boundaries 

Princess of Swords with light and love

Delicate dance to rise above

All Our Friends

Look at all our friends

So many of them

Each and every limb

Sparrows, swallows, wrens

How lucky are we?

That from my loveseat

Our eyes get to see

Feathers, wings, and beaks

That with our own ears

Sonation do we hear

Chirping, calling, song

All afternoon long

When moon relieves the sun

The owls and nightjars come

Eyes for us in the eve

En garde while we're asleep

Return us in the morn

Renewed, refreshed, reborn

To start another day

With blackbirds, robins, jays

Balance

Who wants puking migraines?

Not this girl right here

I do not need head pains

Fuck worrying and fear

Spend half your allowance 

Alkalines vs. Ethers

Ponyboy and Valance

The Socs vs. Greasers

All work and no playing

We know where that goes

So combine your business 

With Money, Cash, Hoes

Play OK Computer

Then Pablo Honey

One is kind of hipster

The other grungey

I know all about this

I'm Libra heavy

A Question of Balance

Seems to be the key

The Sun

Angels axed out all the strife

So that I could see the light

Their opinions fell away

I know who I am today

All the bad, it disappeared 

Now I'm in the free and clear 

Constellations clicked in place

For my destiny, I'm braced 

Planets transit beautifully

I am ready to receive 

Put a fork in me, I'm done

Long Long Long, Here Comes the Sun

Intelligent Design

I require fire to melt

Burn it down to what's heartfelt 

I depend on wind to bend

Reinvent, repair, and mend

I would like water to flow

Shift and change and learn and grow

I engage the earth to ground

Tune to its specific sound

Use each element to feel

Layers like an onion peel

What is under, what's beneath

What's to come and what will be

Distance equals speed times time

3 dimensions, you will find

Play, fast forward, pause, rewind 

In Intelligent Design

Something New

I'm grateful for everyone 

Everyone that I learn from

Teachers, speakers, professors

Manicurists, hairdressers 

Music, art, and literature 

Athletes, waiters, ministers

Acquaintances and YouTubers

Strangers, friends, and coworkers 

Everything that's ever said

It's there somewhere in my head

Different styles, points of view

Unique things we've all been through

What works for me might not for you

As long as I learn something new

Divine Feminine

Was listening to a tarot reading 

Don't mix romancing with healing

You hate Divine Feminine 

So you make me pay for it

Your mom ridiculed and hit

Now I put up with your shit

Look for Red Flags and Long Nights

I no longer accept this plight 

Do the work and heal yourself 

Focus on your spirit's health

Fill your own cup, first of all

I do so and I stand tall

Don't take out your pain on others

Forgive and forget your mother

It's what you came here to accomplish 

All will benefit, I promise 

Sleeping with Serpentine

Moon geisha and Crying Game

Kama Sutra, Lion King

I'm sleeping with Serpentine 

Hoping for awakening 

Kundalini unfolding

Uncoiling and uprising

Hippocratic Oath I take

Do no harm and don't be fake

Energetic surgery

Darkness do get behind me

Arms open, Wide to Receive

My sweet land of liberty

Apache Tear

I lay outside holding an Apache Tear

The message it speaks to me is loud and clear

As long as you're breathing your God wants you here

So don't wish yourself off the planet, my dear

Sometimes there are misleading voices you hear

Just promise you will not give into the fear

Even when gov puts you in purple tiers 

Keep seeking the truth and providing good cheer

Relax

Frankie tells us to Relax

George informs All Things Must Pass

Why am I always a spaz?

The Wheel of Fortune card says so

It clearly spells let God, let go

We should all go with the flow

It's not good when you resist

Ends with suffering and shit

I just wish for clarity

A little help to know and see

But it is not coming to me

It must be controlled up above

Push will someday come to shove

Surrender now to light and love

High Priest

Why are you so mean to me?

All up in my energy

Always pulling my heartstrings 

I pray to receive healing

To relinquish and release 

I do deserve a High Priest

Abundance, love, and spirit feast

Why do I accept the least?

Only ever wanted peace

Desist, disconnect, and cease

Erase my Hancock from this lease

Love Song

On the grass looking at birds

In the sun holding Squeakers

This it is my happy place

It is where I receive grace

Or in my room with sherpa throw 

Listen to The Power of Love

I think musicians have it right

I've realized this, do you know why?

Because they're channeling the divine

Do it myself from time to time

Steve Winwood and Huey Lewis

They are hip to how to do this

Higher Love, they're right, it's true

Matters not what else we do

Starfish

My mother is Mary

My parents divine

My siblings are angels

And all in good time

My friends are celestial 

My coworkers trees

My lover's a dragonfly 

Butterfly, bee

When I feel so lonely 

I remember this

My world is the ocean

I am its starfish

Wake From This

Watch an eagle cam at night

From a cliff against the sky
Rhythmic waves crash underneath

Rocking me into my sleep

There I infiltrate a dream

Magna Mater's serene scene

Stolen lock of purple hair

Now this bluff is Nisos' lair

I stand on the precipice

Coalescing all I wish

Water, land, and spirit gish

Real when I wake from this

The Way

See from bird's eye point of view

Is that the spiritual thing to do?

Elevation, sang U2

'Cause Nothing Compares 2 U

Don't get bogged down in the fray

Trust not in logic but in faith

Kind of like Fastball's The Way

Should I go or should I stay?

Concentrate on joy and play

Bigger pictures, not just battles

Currents care not for our paddles

Wyld Stallyns here, not cattle

Bareback riding without saddles 

We all have things to contend with

Broken hearts can still be mended

We will get where we've intended

Worry less, I recommend it

In a Desert, On the Ground

In a desert

On the ground

Looking up while laying down

Open starscape 

Chilly air

Into Heaven do I stare

Sacred wisdom

Holy dove

As below so up above

Turkey vulture

Take what was

From now on it's only love

Two together

Joshua Tree

Just the same as you and me

Vast and endless

Infinite

Merge unto the Great Spirit

Vacation Relation

Vacation relation

Just lay in white sands

Do virgin 'coladas

Cartwheels and handstands

I'm tired of giving 

To psychic vampires

To douches and jerk offs

And takers and liars 

I want to be happy

I'd like to feel free

With trade winds in my hair

By seafoam green seas

Rainbow Eucalyptus 

Heliconia

Mahi Mahi fishes 

I rock-a-hula

Love would be so easy

And life would be fun

So peaceful and breezy

And always the sun

Arugula

Arugula, I like that word

It isn't one I've previously heard

I'm putting vegetables together

For me, a most noble endeavor

I know I don't like lettuce much

Often times it just looks sus

I'll stick with spinach like Popeye

Perhaps then visit Cobra Kai

Karate dojo, oh heck yes

Kicking ass in a pink dress

Be like water, empty mind

I'll be alright, I'll be fine

Eat green stuff and bend a little

Meet my angels in the middle

Dumah

Doubt a false reality

Cling to things we've made believe 

Guardian of 14th Gate

Dumah asks us to drop hate 

Lay down swords and soften tongues

Illuminate the Moon with Sun

Trust in imagery of dreams

They're exactly what they seem

Death and silence are the same

Why then do we play this game? 

Honey and Fire

Honey and fire

Are both colored gold

Sugar and ire

In body and soul

Virgo maiden

She is stationary

Samurai when

It is necessary

Shelved China doll

Is painted so pretty

Bull in a shop

When is tested, really

Manipura

A city of jewels

Anahata

Is calm and is cool

Alaskan flambe

That can't be extinguished

A lover and fighter

A warrior princess

Soul Song

I can't hear ego

Silly things

Jealousy

And backstabbing 

Gossip, slander 

Low vibing

Mechanisms

Conniving 

I hear soul

Its frequency

As if music

I'm listening 

It's beautiful 

Resonating

It speaks of love

And its feelings

It's higher truth

Of self and world

Of animals

Of boy and girl

Of every plant

And grain of sand

Of every mountain 

Woman, man

Divine in detail

Everything

It's all a song 

I hear it sing

Higher Mother Tongue

All the love I didn't get

I think I can create it

I can look up how to eat

I can learn to keep things clean

Give affection to myself

Be responsible with wealth

Have protection, boundaries 

Safety and security

Cut myself a break or two

This will help me to undo

All the patterns I don't like

Make a happy, healthy life

Bugs and Butterflies

Wishing Pluto would take hold

Wondering how it will unfold

Trying hard to figure this

How to actualize my wish

Must let go of energy

Of things that do not serve me

Then I can focus my time

On love and peace and what's divine

Study birds and pretty things

All of what makes my heart sing

Play with bugs and butterflies 

Try on different things for size

Each day will get better still

If I honor how I feel

Hello Angels

Hello Angels

Good morning

Bring me laughter 

Help me sing

Loosen ribbons on my wrists

Free my hands from little fists

Open up my eyes to see

Gifts and opportunity 

Give me courage to take steps

Release grudges I have kept

Give to self and others here

Live in love and not in fear

Me with You

Learn from night

Reflect in day

Bend the earth 

Come out and play

Study insects

Dinosaurs 

Feline kingdom

Hear me roar

Bottle ocean

Let it go

Run with river

Go with flow

Winter tipi

Shelter me

Color TV

Chicks for free

Marry ages

Old and new

Oil and water

Me with you

Turtle Totem

Turtle Totem

Wise old soul

Shell on back

In his own home

Green in color

Heart chakra

Earth and water

Backpacker

Moving slowly

Steady pace

Always learning 

Wins the race

Psychic Psycho

Sometimes I'm fine

But then I'm an ass

I'm nice and I'm kind

Next yelling at cats

I don't think it's mine 

But an outside source

You know, not divine

Now I feel remorse

I have to protect 

My vessel and aura 

Go out and connect

With fauna and flora 

It's good and it's bad

Being psychic psycho

Ultimately rad

If I share what I know

In Lieu

It's who I am assigned to

Designed for me to see through

Help them know what is true

Do what they were meant to

Reject "do as I say, not I do"

Stage their own little coup

May seem so out of the blue

No love, I do it in lieu

Try walking in my shoes

Ascending Babe

I picture me at six years old

Retrieving pieces of my soul

Excuse me, pardon, taking back

No can do, can't go for that

Like a game of Connect Four

Undo fragmenting and war

Glowing discs clicking in place

Resume rescuing human race

Pigtails, bangs, and princess dress

Grow up to be a goddess

Touch you with my magic wand

Heal you with my spirit song

Kiss you with my mystic lips 

Birth our love child with my hips

Leave you in a better state

I am an ascending babe

Chiron Tree

Wounded baby bird

At the base of his tree

Fell down from his nest

Suffered broken wings 

He may have been pushed

Knows not how or why

But now lacking roots

And unable to fly

He heals over time

One half of his life

At which point he's able

To unfold and rise

Scarred slightly, sideways

Off-kilter in flight

A signal for others

In need of his light

His pain did not kill him

It's merely a gift

A gateway for healing

And new perspective 

Though hope often left him

And he did despair

God was there beside him

Always, everywhere

7 Holidays

7 holidays

Birthdays, Christmas

7 long months

Karmic lessons

Think you can be mean?

I'm Princess Colleen 

I'll block your ass too

Escape this voodoo

I'll cut our red cord

"You'll wish you weren't born"

Like Mom said to me

Well too bad bitch, please 

I came to this Earth

Had several rebirths

I will keep imparting

I'll never stop trying

My job is to heal

And to keep it real

He who's not receptive 

Fuck off from my paycheck

Earth Angels

My earth angels, I love thee

Though I'm lost and I can't see

You are always there for me

Curl up on my heart and purr

Comfort me with your soft fur

Heal with essence, not by words

In absence of relationships

You provide companionship 

When I think I can't go on

You remind me to be strong

Be what God wants us to be

And love unconditionally