Murdered Me

Feels like you murdered me

And our unborn baby

I stay by the bodies

Somehow mine still can breathe

Why, I don't want to be

I thought I was worthy

Come here, He says to me

And listen carefully

Shame is a frequency

Look at it differently

See?

The Hydra

Head by head, the hydra's dead

Beastly body built of dread

Hostage in my own homestead

Not this life, I live instead

Broke all necks of snake and shoot

Slayed each mouth that spoke untruth

Pried my power from its hooves

Fire was mine to wield and use

Don't think I can't kill you too -

Die now parasitic noose

Play Ball

Clay dolls -

Play ball!

Form a field of dreams in matter

Pitcher, catcher, batter, outer

Is this where the kingdom's at, or

Do you doubt your depth of power?

First base, rat race

Second base, time waste

Third base, fall from grace

Fourth base, home 

Home is where the heart is, humans

You are not alone

Mothers and Others

Because I perceive

A lack of belief

Historically weaving through my family tree -

I presently wish

To atone for this

Right here in my place on our earth's time and space

Divinely inclined -

I'll share what I find

And bring all this beauty I see to the light

For light is inside

Always, all the time

Sometimes it just needs other lights to help shine

Within I

I pretend that the trains are the tides

That the cars are all waves crashing by

Just the same as the planes try to fly

Like the birds they've observed in our sky 

All these words from the worlds in my mind

All my lives along lines we call time -

On a wheel, and not real, would I lie?

It's a war, and one won within I

She Speaks

Gena's from Venus and that's how we met

We've been more places in space you can bet -

But we originate where they're well dressed

String bling bikinis or pink puffy vests

There's not a season to look a hot mess

We think Athena's the dream bachelorette

She speaks to freedom and music and sex

Not meant to stop, sorry we've got to jet -

We'll blow a kiss from our Barbie Corvette

It's from our hearts, and that's how love's said best

Special Antiseptic

Quill pen, feather duster -

What all can we do with wings?

Bring down dreams, clean up things

Clear out our conditioning

Healing doesn't have to sting

Sleeping Emperor

Oops, did I pin

My divinity

On him

Again?

(Lowercase h)

Was he only looking

At a sleeping emperor

No one else could see

And inadvertently 

Waking me?

On his way

Away

And were it not now

For all of those I lead

And everyone in need

Of me

I would go

Back to sleep

To grieve

God Calling

God calling, connect

Answer it, accept

Ignore or reject?

He'll just send a text

And then what - regret

Bad paths manifest

Excuse yourself, step

Inside for a sec

Bless

Solar Flare

Because the sun stays in the sky, it sent a solar flare

With golden eyes and pearly whites and charcoal colored hair

Composed of fire, gets so inspired - is often in the air

Does this burn and can it blind?

On a human, yes sometimes

As the moon, it makes me shine

So he sees at night and I'm -

Feeling srangely fine

DND

Fins down in sea foam

Hair up in stars

I look alone but my boyfriend's on Mars

Feet on the ocean floor

Eyes on the sky

Do not disturb unless you are this guy

Bye 

Favorite Trainer

Favorite trainer, orca whale -

But you know why I must bail

Drain my boat and dry my sail

Take my hope that we prevail

Bigger, 'stronger,' massive male -

You could kill me with your tail

God Father

God, forgive my father so he can forgive himself

For his thinking that what mattered was a lack of fame or wealth

God, please give my father all the love he never felt

Help him understand a man is born with value in himself

God, we lived much harder than we had to had he knelt

When you see him, will you teach him there's no shame in needing help?

God, forgive my father for forgetting all was well

Have him call her, me - his daughter, use his heart to reach my cell

Earth Circles

I can no longer care bear 

About your karma chameleon 

You may see me 

Walking

Circles on Earth

Cycles through dirt

But I have wings in the ether

I have wings on other sides

I have wings in different colors, many models, every size

And my dreams that take me places

Like my dandelion ride

Still I'm here, I had to try

Should you need, I can stand by

At the bottom of a building

Where they say you went to die  

I will be there with my trampoline 

So that instead -

You fly

Meeting Up

I've ray wings 

To keep me from drowning

At day things

I've bat wings

To navigate night dreams

When sleeping 

And fae wings

To help me with grounding

In-between 

I've these wings

And more than I'm mentioning 

For meeting

Up

They May

Spiders and snakes

They can take, take, and take

By design or mistake 

They may both kill their mates

Makes a not-so-nice fate

For their dumbfounded dates

Who have found themselves bait 

For what won't play life straight

Love yourself first and state

I'd like not to be ate

If this wakes them, then great

But so long, goodbye, late

Two Crows

Two crows come to listen

When you're on guitar
They travel dimensions 

From long and from far

Say don't make renditions -

Play covers in bars

Use your intuition

Not others' art

The fuel for your engine

What sets you apart 

Is your own invention -

Through love in your heart

Will Still

If you tie up my wrists

Try to wire shut my lips

I will still swing these hips

Cause the currents to shift 

Turn to mermaid, swish swish!

Can I create like this?

Yes, you bet your big dick

Invoice

I'm invoicing, God

For doing my job

Thanks for Fridays off...

But time to pay, boss

However you please

In songbirds and bees

With flowers and trees

In tradewinds and tea

In things I can eat

Kind people to meet

Support that I need

In light I can see

A night of good sleep

Whatever it be

I know you agree

One fine employee 

And we have receipts 

Rockinghorse Run

Rockinghorse, come

OCD is so done

Stand up straight and stun

Grow legs, go have fun

Release yourself, run

Run

A Mirror

Attack a mirror

In fear

Of course, you'll be cut

So see clearer

My dear

Or duck

Retire Vampire

Retire vampire

You're too old for this

Expire empire

You've built on shit bricks

Rewire required

A prerequisite 

A scribe and a liar

Can not coexist 

Inspire, go higher

This class is dismissed